ahh.. i cant sleep. its a burden. ts 3;33 make a wish. is anyone awake? i need to hang out with someone.

i miss you all.
you were honest. i fucked you over. im sorry.
you were fun. you fucked me over. now youre fucking yourself over.
we never talk anymore. youre still an amazing person.
we dont see anymore.
nor do you. or you.
you need to come back. youre too far away.
i think ive lost you.
youre the only one still there.

when can i come back?

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ive lost my interest in livejournal. i think this is the last post ill be writing for a long time.

its spring.... it was beautiful today. i love days like these. i love it.

take the song you are listening to and add "in my pants" to the end of it...

Will I Arrive... in my pants?
hahaha

i painted tonight. its been months since i last painted.  i know exactly what my inspiration is now. do you know yours?


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wow. i have never cried to a movie, but the notebook is the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. how someone could share such a love like that. how you can love someone no matter what. someone you would die with. so beautiful, im still crying. yeah, men think all women cry to romance movies. i dont. but god damn. it was so beautiful. i want to ( Read more... )

7:19 hudson park was beautiful. took some pics on my phone. yay camera phone. went to dunkin donuts beforehand, got a hot chocolate and a boston creme donut. the sun rising was so beautiful. so glad i got to see it. when i got home it inspired me to draw. its been awhile since ive been inspired. maybe ill post that. for now, i think ill crawl into ( Read more... )

5:07 am... and i cannot sleep. im not tired one bit. i got home around 1:30...went to the felt lounge, beat the high score in photohunt... tom(my stepdad) came, got drunk, i drove home. ive been sitting around ever since hehe. watched this weird movie called 100 girls or 100 women...i dont remember which. i enjoyed it hehe. i need something to do. ( Read more... )