i love sitting around my room sopping wet naked. its been such a lovely day. its amazing how things change so rapidly. i cant wait for prom, its gonna be awesome (i hope) i just hope things stay on this good track, at least till im ready for the next downfall.
once again the skies open and the truth unvails. fuck you. fuck you and your lies. thats ok. ill make it through. ive gone through worse. but seriously, fuck you.
damn. really. damn. i have this because its easy. i have this because i dont want to get hurt. but you cant prevent that. ever. stop being a coward. stop hiding. live.
too many thoughts go through my mind in one day. i need to sit down and make my fucking choices. no more debating on what to do. to many things to decide on. but i gotta do it. i dont want to be lost anymore.