June must be my month or something...
Okay so yeah, the night shift thing didn't work out. I couldn't stand it! Can't stand the people, the place, the whole thing just rubs us the wrong way. I don't know about other people but when it comes to work/job, I tend to follow my guts. I know some people might think that we didn't even give it a chance but that's how we are. I know most people are about pushing their limits and getting out of their comfort zone but all we want is something that we're comfortable with and I really don't see anything wrong with that except that maybe the lack of ambition *rolls eyes* but for me ambitions are for people who knows what they wanna do and I don't. The only thing that I've always wanted to do was be a flight attendant and jet around the world but I can't even do that coz I lack the required height at that time. The girls nowadays are freaking lucky coz they've lowered the standard height! We're Asians damn it! how tall can we be?! And the other thing that I know I'll probably enjoy is be a make up artist but I can't persue that yet coz I don't have the money and by the time I do I'll probably be in my mid thirties!
So anyway, that's not the point of this post. My point is I got a new job at a cafe and I start tomorrow which is the twenty second. Man, I think I'm starting to like number 22 coz the last job that I had I started on the same date as well. Too bad this one I can't drag my sister with me like the previous one. We're going our seperate ways which terrifies me a bit a lot . Anyway, she can't look for a new job yet coz my mom's gonna go away on the twenty fifth and no one's gonna be around to watch out for my dad and coz my brother is so fucking useless. I wonder if she's gonna end up having to look after our grand nephew as well coz my neice is suppose to be working on that day. SIGH!!!! I wonder when ppl will stop imposing on us, don't they realize that they're holding us back? Anyway I hope my sis will get a job as soon twenty fifth goes by coz we do have debts to pay off. SIGH!!!! I wish I can put my sis in my pocket and take her everywhere with me. Seriously, if I'm filthy rich, I wouldn't want my sister to work at all! I can work my ass off for her! But then I would be the same as the rest of them right? Holding her back from having a life and I don't wanna do that either but then seriously, I'd rather she stay at home... SIGH!!!! There I go again with my sister complex! So not the point!
So anyway, that's not the point of this post. My point is I got a new job at a cafe and I start tomorrow which is the twenty second. Man, I think I'm starting to like number 22 coz the last job that I had I started on the same date as well. Too bad this one I can't drag my sister with me like the previous one. We're going our seperate ways which terrifies me a bit a lot . Anyway, she can't look for a new job yet coz my mom's gonna go away on the twenty fifth and no one's gonna be around to watch out for my dad and coz my brother is so fucking useless. I wonder if she's gonna end up having to look after our grand nephew as well coz my neice is suppose to be working on that day. SIGH!!!! I wonder when ppl will stop imposing on us, don't they realize that they're holding us back? Anyway I hope my sis will get a job as soon twenty fifth goes by coz we do have debts to pay off. SIGH!!!! I wish I can put my sis in my pocket and take her everywhere with me. Seriously, if I'm filthy rich, I wouldn't want my sister to work at all! I can work my ass off for her! But then I would be the same as the rest of them right? Holding her back from having a life and I don't wanna do that either but then seriously, I'd rather she stay at home... SIGH!!!! There I go again with my sister complex! So not the point!