(no subject)
this entry is really long:
I am getting sick of being:
alone.
constant loneliness.
jaded.
if you know someone who cares, it probably isn't me anymore.
yes..my words are nothing now.
I would like to experience bliss/happiness/joy/love for once in my life...even if it means that it would last for only an hour.
if you can show me more, then i will truly be in debt.
tell me what it means to be
alive.
working all the time is making me tired, so my thoughts are just running out of my mind and in to my finger tips.
is there anyone who wants to be my girlfriend? positions opened...since 2000.
sick of it, no more.
i love you!
xoxoxo
no, that's not true at all. you don't love me, if you loved me, then you wouldn't let me suffer like this. there is nothing worse then for good people to do nothing. my voice is nothing in the sea of hatred.
It's so hard to keep my life straight in order, when you want to turn back to your comfort zone.
Screw it! forget about that comfort zone!
i want to try so hard to show someone, anyone my true emotions. look in my eyes, and you will see..
A DIFFERENT STORY
BEHIND
MY EYES
this is what mind is thinking...right now.
this is what is truly hiding behind my mask that i wear.
no wonder why i act so crazy in front of people.
listen to the true story of my mind..no scratch that idea...
listen to the true story of my HEART.
isn't it scary when your all alone, and no one loves you, like the way you love
them.
the hole is deeper than what you have estimated. your math won't be able to solve everything. prove me wrong, and try and solve this problem called a lonely heart.
1+1 doesn't equal to two, when one soul unites with another soul, they are not two souls...they are joined spiritually as one.
seize
the
days
left. it is important.
the deepest desire's of my heart will come, and i am being impatient.
i shouldn't be.
can i hold your hands?
can you feel this faded heartbeat?
i'll breath my last breathe for you.
NO MORE WAR, NO MORE
HATRED. there is already enough wars going on inside of me.
would you like to be my girlfriend?
please?
it would be the first time for me.
Gosh, why does everyone say i'm the man, when i'm truly far from it? Why does everyone say i'm a good guy, but never seem to want to get closer? i mean all the females i know say i'm a nice guy. your single, i'm single. you all say good things about me, saying i'm nice, sweet, etc...but honestly you wouldn't give me a chance.
No
no
it is over with.
do my thoughts scare you?
if so,
i'm always thinking about these things.
sorry.
I am getting sick of being:
alone.
constant loneliness.
jaded.
if you know someone who cares, it probably isn't me anymore.
yes..my words are nothing now.
I would like to experience bliss/happiness/joy/love for once in my life...even if it means that it would last for only an hour.
if you can show me more, then i will truly be in debt.
tell me what it means to be
alive.
working all the time is making me tired, so my thoughts are just running out of my mind and in to my finger tips.
is there anyone who wants to be my girlfriend? positions opened...since 2000.
sick of it, no more.
i love you!
xoxoxo
no, that's not true at all. you don't love me, if you loved me, then you wouldn't let me suffer like this. there is nothing worse then for good people to do nothing. my voice is nothing in the sea of hatred.
It's so hard to keep my life straight in order, when you want to turn back to your comfort zone.
Screw it! forget about that comfort zone!
i want to try so hard to show someone, anyone my true emotions. look in my eyes, and you will see..
A DIFFERENT STORY
BEHIND
MY EYES
this is what mind is thinking...right now.
this is what is truly hiding behind my mask that i wear.
no wonder why i act so crazy in front of people.
listen to the true story of my mind..no scratch that idea...
listen to the true story of my HEART.
isn't it scary when your all alone, and no one loves you, like the way you love
them.
the hole is deeper than what you have estimated. your math won't be able to solve everything. prove me wrong, and try and solve this problem called a lonely heart.
1+1 doesn't equal to two, when one soul unites with another soul, they are not two souls...they are joined spiritually as one.
seize
the
days
left. it is important.
the deepest desire's of my heart will come, and i am being impatient.
i shouldn't be.
can i hold your hands?
can you feel this faded heartbeat?
i'll breath my last breathe for you.
NO MORE WAR, NO MORE
HATRED. there is already enough wars going on inside of me.
would you like to be my girlfriend?
please?
it would be the first time for me.
Gosh, why does everyone say i'm the man, when i'm truly far from it? Why does everyone say i'm a good guy, but never seem to want to get closer? i mean all the females i know say i'm a nice guy. your single, i'm single. you all say good things about me, saying i'm nice, sweet, etc...but honestly you wouldn't give me a chance.
No
no
it is over with.
do my thoughts scare you?
if so,
i'm always thinking about these things.
sorry.