Why does being sad make you sick?

[yhwarrior]

I am sitting in front of my computer forcing myself to write this entry. my heart is soo full of sadness right now, i don't know if it will ever heal. i feel so disconected from everyone back home. when i return half of them will be gone, for who knows how long. reading all my friends entries makes me even more homesick. chloe talking about saying

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[chloeamelia]

ohhh darling.

your loneliness sounds so scary and big and dark. i want to take it away. and i'm so sorry that your mom hasn't been as there for you as you need her to be. i visited her yesterday and she talked to me about you though! we commiserated in our missing of you and our wishing that you were happily here and not sadly there. so she IS thinking about you, dearest.

i can't believe you tried opium! who ARE these minnesota friends? lol i LOVE it though. i've never heard of it being such a positive thing!

ohh man. i love you sooo much. i hope that things start to heal. try to look into yourself, sweetheart. i know that you are strong enough to do this, even if you feel alone and abandoned.

i love you. and p.s. I'M reading. so there!

yay!

[yhwarrior]

thank you so much for that! it made me feel a ton better! i wish i could be happy and be back home, but sometimes you can't always get what you want. once again...thank you!