Blocking it in is worse than blocking it out...

[yin_twin]

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[metal_faery]

Go sepnd a week in the woods. Or wherever you feel primitive. Base needs of human;s are not always met within the confines of daily living. Society ries too hard to mete out the nature or the beast (heh) in each person, but it's there. I get this way too. I bet everyone with more than a brain cell and a half does.

[yin_twin]

I think I'll be okay if I just go and climb some trees for a few hours, or something to that effect..., instead, I've been hiding out in my house for days at a time, but it seems to be working for me.

[metal_faery]

sometimes it does. I got kinda wonky a few days ago so i hid and plyed video games for a day, went and visited some friends i hadn't seen in a while for another day and sat and played MORE video games for a third day. gotta love being spontaneous.

[die_puny_human]

Sorry your feeling down hon. Anything I can do to help please let me know

[yin_twin]

All ya need to do to make me feel better is make me laugh. Quite easy to do, but then again, I have the weirdest sense of humor.

I'm a bit better now, glad to know you've got my back.
<3

[kremisos]

You won't have any trouble finding what you seek now that you know what you seek exists. I was there myself for a while. Almost 2 years alone, outside of some socialization on the weekends in the past few months and hanging out with a friend occassionally, and I've discovered parts of me that I never knew existed. Parts that I wanted, but didn't think I had. You'll get there sweetheart.

[yin_twin]

You do realize that by socailization, I didn't mean socializing... My definition of socialization is the way you're brought up, the way different factors, such as environment, family, and neighbors teach you about the way you're supposed to act and live your life. What I meant is that certain things factor into your life and influence you to be the way you are. I do understand where you're coming from, and I've finally found a purpose for my life over the past few days.
Whoo! :)

[kremisos]

Well of course, but its much harder to escape socialization when around too many people who were brought up in the same environment with a lot of the same factors. For me it was a lot of little things in addition to some larger things. Examples of little things would be caring what other people thought of me or how I looked, or how they would react to something I said. These may seem small and petty, but on the larger scale, I'm glad I can be me and say whatever the fuck I want to whoever the fuck I want and not really care. There's also matters of perspective. A lot of people view those with political standings or wealth as powerful people. I'm not saying they like them, but they do in a sense hold them in a false esteem. They are not different then you or I. Stepping back a little gave me a different perspective of the world. We're all just a bunch of fucking people. Period. Individuals. This is why I'm all for protesting bullshit. Laws that pass that are not for our protection but rather to tax us whether through

[yin_twin]

You seem to forget, or possibly never knew, that I am a pacifist... I don't like to punch. Instead, I scream. ;)

[blkmge42]

Maybe you need to spend a week with a gunslinger. Maybe even a pirate. Perhaps an egyption priest of the protecter of the dead? How about a dead poet that knew who he was, just not where or when he was? How about this: a day or two with a guy who isn't really anything special, until you get inside his head and find out who he is?
**Shrug** It's up to you, really. **Wink**

Later.
-D

Hmm....

[yin_twin]

I'm picking... the last one. For sure. Call me!! The act would be much appreciated...