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i know it's not the last time i'm going to see you guys, (maybe it might) but i really want to write to you guys how much i care about you guys...
my good friends, esther and kinci are leaving LHS.
i don't want to write all the details about why they're leaving LHS.
although we didn't hang out much, i have always cared about them because they are/were my best friends for long time in my heart. i can't ever forget the memories that i made with them.
esther /
i know we didn't really hang out much as we usually did long time ago, maybe it was always been in the process of 'moving-on'. you are the strongest girl i ever known. from all of these year knowing you, i could never predicted what kind of girl you were, but now i came to realize that you're emotionally strong girl. if you know what i mean. i'm not sure if i was a good friend of yours; all you have to know is that you are a good frined of mine, and i'm on your side no matter what. ohh esther, stay off hard drugs and please be safe. i know i shouldn't be worried cuz you know yourself more than i do, but i'm always worried about it. i just want you to be safe.
kinci /
oh kinci. like i always tell you, i'll be lost if you're dead. it kinda .. little bit feels like it. i don't know how to describe how i feel right now in this moment, but i kinda feel like we're getting apart of each other slowly and slowly as we grow older and older. but even though we're getting apart of each other, we can always go look back to our past through out silly photographs and memories we made together. kinci, you're very smart girl, maybe little bit lazy like myself. you never do bad things and i'm so proud of you. i want you to keep yourself always like that. the only wish i can have for you is always try to do your best. don't give up on things so easily. try to be passionate about things; whether it's music, fashion, photography, love or whatever. i know you can do it!
if it's the last time i'm going to see you guys tomorrow, or today, i want you guys to think that i'll be always think about you guys. so if you're lonley and sad, think about your friend, shorty yina.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!