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oh shit.
it seems so weird to say what i just said. out loud. oh my god. does that mean it's over? or does it get worse from here? -
unsolved mysteries
yes, paranoia is just paranoia - but it's hard not to feel just a little bit creeped out when you get home from work at 9 to an empty apartment, and you turn on the tv and a&e is playing a forensic files episode that begins with: "and they walked into the apartment and found her dead." especially since the victim's name was virginia. w.t.f ( Read more... ) -
(noiseless!)
i'm back in santa barbara and completely loving having the apartment to myself. i've been on this obsessively wonderful cleaning kick (completely out of character, i know, right?) while listening to MY music, which is refreshing, reading more raymond chandler (well, in addition to the other half-dozen books i'm in the middle of) and drinking lots ( Read more... ) -
New Tullycraft?
I'm looking for the latest Tullycraft album? Please? -
a hard rain's a-gonna fall
this pretense of friendship is probably the one thing holding this mess together. and what a mess it is. -
"rain"
it's been a weird week -- especially the moments of really strange, complete, inexplicable and momentary happiness that made me realize i at least feel a little bit more at home here than i do at "home." and that i guess i won't be that sad to stick around. when all i wanted was to transfer for the past two years. this is probably because i saw ( Read more... ) -
just in case:
in case my heater (who knew heaters had to be actually lighted with matches - shows you what a sense of entitlement i've grown up with, i guess?) blows up tonight and kills me in my sleep/attempt to write this paper... i just want everyone out there to have a good night ( Read more... ) -
lots of good news
brief pause from writing an 8-pager about the silent era comedian's persona as the outsider (wooo, i know) to be happy about getting a press pass for the santa barbara international film festival! this time last year, i was volunteering and keeping watch over that guy from office space's wife's purse. while wearing a bright yellow volunteer polo. ( Read more... ) -
tofurkey.
thanksgiving wasn't bad... especially with the uncensored thanksgiving rap mix my brother and i made to entertain ourselves. i think my grandparents must be hard of hearing, because they weren't as offended as we had hoped. being home and acting incredibly stupid with little (shit, is he really taller than me now?) nicky is always fun. and wine ( Read more... ) -
shit -
my entire apartment just shook violently and glass shattered somewhere around me. either there's an earthquake in progress, or it's saturday night in downtown i.v.