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[yiskah]

socmot requested ANONYMENTS for today, which as far as I'm concerned is great because I've got a lot of work to do and a job interview to fret about (t minus seven hours, god help me), and with anonyments it is up to YOU to provide the content

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[anonymous]

Is this working?

[anonymous]

Looks like it is. Hi, anonymous self.

[anonymous]

Last night I had a dream in which I was having wonderful, untypical sex and it was so good I woke myself up by having an actual orgasm and shouting out loud. This had never happened to me before! I don't usually have sexy dreams at all, or not for a long time.

[anonymous]

And what exactly was this wonderful untypical sex? Inquiring minds want to know etc. I have *never* had that happen and I am jealous!

[anonymous]

It was untypical in that I seemed to have taken on a new shape, or at least a new strength and position in the scheme of things. All tall and poised like a Louise Bourgeois spider, long-limbed and muscular with pendulous, lucious breasts to be endlessly teased, endlessly fed-upon, soft and hard all at once. I was leaning down and backward to sit upon the mouth of someone and even in the dream I was almost embarrassed, worried that I'd hurt or stifle them. Down and down I went though, and they encouraged me further smiling and friendly at first, then serious, working on and on and on at me like they were burying their face in a ripe wet mango, sucking hard to a point of delicious pain.

And then I woke up!

[anonymous]

Oh my lawd.

*fans self*

[anonymous]

I might try and have a baby in a year or so.

YIKES.

[anonymous]

I don't plan to have a baby in a year or so, but I did recently think that if I got pregnant by mistake I might not automatically have an abortion.

[anonymous]

I've come to realise recently that I'm never going to have a baby. It's quite a fundmental thing isn't it? I need to think of something else to do instead.

[anonymous]

Yes, me too. I wish i could have one but I can't, and I have no idea how to feel about it. I can't bear the thought of talking to anyone else about it because I can't face the pity.

[anonymous]

Will you ever know how you feel about it if you don't talk to someone about it? Pity is not necessarily the only reaction.

[anonymous]

That's true but I think you have to be careful. (Hello, I am a third person in this conversation!) I was infertile and one of the things I hated was that enough people knew that I couldn't pretend I didn't want kids. That might sound shallow and bitter, well, it's to be deep and understanding when you're getting what you want in life.