Well, I started this out to be my list of things that I love and make me happy. Well, then stuff happened. My dad happened, and remembering Alex doesn't help. So in short screw you guys, who all walk all over me. Screw you guys, who treat me like shit. SCREW YOU GUYS. You know you you are, and if you don't then your probably one of these ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted! The past week has been brutal. I was upnorth at my cabin from the 14th to the 22nd. It was boring and it was fun and it was not the same as usual. It was someone relaxing, except for the fact that I missed Chris. Oh, and the fact that I found out one of my best friends is pregnant the day before I came home. That was wicked ( Read more... )

Yeah, so lots of stuff has been happening, lately. However I'm certainly not about to type it all out! So if you care to hear what's going on you better call me tomorrow during the day because my nights, are pretty much booked and then Satruday I leave. So this is kinda my reminder to all that I'm leaving from Saturday the 14th early morning and ( Read more... )

Summmer is almost gone, and I feel like I should have done so much more with it. However I know it was way less stressful that if I would have tried to work and do art. Soon though, I go back to school, and work, and everything that I hate. Not that I hate school, or the people there, or working on art and not procrastinating, but I just hate ( Read more... )

Updating this, because i've gotten pretty bad at it, and Chris said that I should. So interesting last couple of days. I went and saw my dad, step mom and little brother. I have mixed feeling about this. I feel bad for him that he has them as parents, neither of them have any idea what they are doing, due to the fact that the kids they both ( Read more... )

So interesting turn of events lately. Alex, Miah, Clay and Chris, and Caiti. Let's start off in alpabetical order for these situations ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in a long time. There's so much to say, but I have no words, Jeremiah is semi back, and that is heart ache waiting to happen. I can't get over him. Just hearing his name, makes me fall in love all over again. I don't know what I want to do about him. Alex, he's leaving, slowly. We don't talk and when we do it's for ( Read more... )

I've spent the last couple of days with my friend Amanda, doing all sorts of crazy stuff. We've driven all over this state and called kiss fm more times then I can count. We started hanging out last Tuesday night, and I've been with her ever since. I feel kind of bad because I know other people have called and wanted to talk or hang out with me ( Read more... )

So, I am kinda realizing that taking off for the entire summer has some draw backs. Before I had school, and work, and friends to keep me busy, keep me from thinking and worrying about things. However, now I have so much time on my hands, and so little to do, that I have been thinking about a lot of things in my life. I don't exactly know what I ( Read more... )

I'm kinda lost at this present time. With certain people and with myself. I am proud of very trivial things, and don't know much about my own life ( Read more... )