[Fanfic] The Love that I Treasured
Chapter 1
I walked out from my room, seeing that my noona and my parents are already downstairs, waiting from me. My noona is so pretty. The prettiest girl that i have ever known in my life. Looking her in that wedding dress, i know, she will be gone from me forever and belongs to the one that i loved. Yes, i'm Kim Junsu, loved a man. A man that goin to marry my sister, my most beloved sister, the one that i share everything in my entire life except of my sexuality. I walked down slowly, towards my sister. I smiled towards my sister. She ran towrds me and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back. I can feel hot waters wetting my right shoulder. I pushed her slowly, looking at her. She's crying. She supposed not to be crying. I'm the one that chould cry at this moment.
“Noona, waeyo? Don't cry please? You should be happy. Today is your wedding day.” i said to her as i wipe out her tears. Her tears broke my heart which is already broken. I fakely smile to her. Trying to pretend that i'm happy with her marriage.
“Su-ah, are you sure that you're happy? If I marry, we won't be like before. You can't looked for me when you are down. You can't hug me anymore. I will live far from you. Umma, appa. I don't want to leave Su. I will miss him alot.” My noona said. She cared a lot about me. I know that. But, I couldn's stand anymore. I smiled sweetly to her. I'll leave once they'll be announced as husband and wife. I'll gone forever. Not returning back.
“Noona, don't mind about me. I'm not a child anymore. You should chased your happiness noona. I'll stay with appa and umma. It's not like that we're not goin to see each other anymore right? You can still come back here. Umma, appa and me will always be glad if you come back here. It's not like Yoochun goin to forbid you from coming back here. Id he did, i'll sure smack his head hard.” i said to her, trying to assure that she will be okay. Yeah, i know she will be okay. But it won't be long as she will sad knowing that i'm leaving.
“Ra Ra-ah, lets go. You doesn't want to be late right?” appa said.
“yeah, lets go.” i followed them from the back slowly and enter the limo, sitting next to my umma.
Noona glared at me as i sit far from her. I smiled to her, ignoring her glare and look at the outside. As the car moved, i could feels that my tears slowly running through my cheek. I wiped it and look at my noona again. She's chatting ahppily with appa. I'm glad she's happy. After 10 mins, the limo stopped in front of the biggest wedding church in Seoul, where my noona and my beloved will get marry. I walked out first from the limo as i held my noona hand, helping her out. Then, i help my umma and appa out from the limo too. I leaved my noona with umma and appa as i walked inside the church. I could see yoochun waving to me as i walked slowly towards him.
“hey”
“hey to you too.” i smiled at him. He looks amazing today. And happy too. But those happiness are not for me. I smacked his head and grinned, a fake one.
“Yah Su-ie. What did that for?” he rubbed his head as he trying to fix back his hair.
“Nothing. Just feel like it.” i said to him as i'm trying to mess his hair again.
“Aigoo, Su. I'm older than you and i'm going to be your brother in law. Aish.”
“Hehehe. Mian Chun-ah. Hmm~~ Chukkahaeyo!!!” i said to him.
“Huh?”
“For the marriage. Welcome to Kim family. So, my best friend now going to be my brother in law nea? I wonder if i can kid you around again.” i said as i chuckled a bit.
“YAH duck butt. How could you say that to your brother in law huh?”
“hahaha. I think you should go to the aisle now. The ceremony will start soon.” he nodded after heard what i say and walked to the aisle. I walked to the bench at the last row and sit. A fake smile was painted on my face, will be continue until the right time come.
The music started to play and the back door was opened. All of us standing as appa and noona walked slowly to the aisle. I smiled to her when her eyes met mine and i could see the confusion in her eyes as i'm supposed to sit at the first row, with the rest of the family. She walked pass me as she keeps looking at me till she reached the aisle.
“hey, aren't you the family of the bride?” the one that sat next to me suddenly asked.
“Sorry?”
“You're the family right? Shouldn't you sit at the first row?”
“Huh? No, i'm not. I'm just a close friend.” Noona, sorry for the lie. I want to be out soon. The atmosphere, totally didnt suit me. My heart feels like it gonna to burst out any soon.
“Ah...i thought you are the family. Jung Yunho, cousin of the groom.” he smiled as he bring up his hand, ready to shake hand with mine.
“So, you are the family. Why you didn't sit at the front? Kim Junsu” I asked as i took his hand and shake it. I smiled at him, the fake one. Today, i'm full with lies.
“Na ah. Don't like it. I love sitting at the back. Lets look at them. The vow is starting.” he said. I look at the front, seeing my noona with him. Vowing of being loyal to each other. Till their last day. The tears in my eyes already started to flow down. I know i couldn't handle this no more. I smiled to myself. 'this is it. I gotta go'
“Yunho-sshi, i need to go. Something comes up.” i said as i bowed lightly towards him and leave using the door that is not far from me. I walked out from the church although i could hear that Jung guy said that the ceremony is not done yet. I take a glance before i enter the limo that already waited for me.
“umma, appa, noona, chun-ah, mianhae.” i wiped my tears. This love in my heart, no one will know bout it, as i will treasure it with my entire life.”
~That love, i'll treasure with full of my heart till the day you will recognized me come~
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a/n: ahhhh...finally new post..jz got time to post the first chapter...too busy lately..
mianhae *bows* thnx for reading anyway