i have an infestation ( Read more... )

"Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present."

"Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will
this matter?'"

"What other people think of you is none of your business."

i am completely incapable of keeping anything good that happens to myself.

its always tentative. and then i ruin it by telling everyone.
and then i look like a jackass because it never follows through.
....if it werent for my big goddamned mouth i wonder where i could be.

i never liked the way the night sounds in the summer ( Read more... )

oh yeah ( Read more... )

things about my house ( Read more... )

i have a lot of emails to read that i dont care about ( Read more... )

a few things ( Read more... )

so i was watching americas next top model and a girl who makes it into the top three is from austin.

when i heard that, i immediately remembered how much i want to live there.
its overwhelmingly.
im jealous that she got to grow up there.

sometimes i let my desires get away from me and i forget.
im glad i remembered.
even though it makes me sad.

so i bought this journal for my trip to jamaica. it was supposed to be filled with new memories and a new life and all that stupid cliche new beginning shit ( Read more... )