UGH. no new job after all... fucking lame ass bullshit ( Read more... )

yay no cyst that i am aware of i musta just sat on my shit wrong ( Read more... )

i am terrified that im getting another cyst on my tailbone.. it happened a few months ago and that shit was terrible.. until i finally went to the dr i couldnt sleep or move or do a damn thing but cry, and getting it drained was no piece of cake either (it was entertaining freaking the dr out though, because i was laughing when he was expecting ( Read more... )

life is good. so when things get bad, all i need to do is remember that things will be good again.

but for now, things are grand. i really cant complain about a damn thing! so im not gonna try to :D

but i am not indifferent, merely fifteen minutes later - if that much time has passed ( Read more... )

life has evolved from something lurking around the corner waiting to attack. i've watched the shadows dissipate and in the light i start to understand some things that actually give me some comfort. life is mysterious, but it isn't a secret. there are conspiracies in play among us, but that is not the doing of any higher powers than our own inner ( Read more... )

its days like today that i really really hate myself. i know its all part of the process but fucking a man humiliation sucks balls. why does it seem like nobody else in the world is ever as humiliated as i am???? i really don't understand. it makes me so fucking mad. and incredibly sad. and all anybody ever has to say is "you brought it on yourself ( Read more... )

funny how things change
funny how they're always the same

hello, my name is I Don't Give A Fuck
and i'm just stopping through
you see, i'm down on my luck
trying to get away from You
and Them

everybody everywhere
every place there is to be
every one there is to know
that's all i'm trying to leave
but there's nowhere i can go