dying.
um for some reason theres options for me in livejournal that say "paid account" does anyone else have that? or did someone hack into my computer and sign me up for a paid account at LiveJournal. oh i'd be so mad...
i stayed home today...
i woke up this morning and i've been feeling pretty sick lately, like my stomach and head...ive been getting migraines and feeling like im going to puke. i decided last night i was going to stay home, but see how i felt in the morning. i told my mom i wasn't going and i felt better anyways come like 9:00. i was in my room listening and writing down lyrics to songs because i was bored, and it was a fun thing to do. i put them all on paint shop, too and made them purdy...and im posting them so be ready for that. ANYWAYS...so everything was fine i was watching my golden girls on lifetime, and the nanny, having a nice relaxing day, and then i started getting cramps which is normal for me at this time. so i went and took some medicine, which usually kicks in pretty fast, but i guess nothing really could help the pain that i was about to go through! after a few minutes, they started getting worse...and worse...and worse...to the point where i was crying and could not breathe. I got dizzy and almost passed out a few times because i was trying to breathe heavy to relax, but it wasn't working...and it was just a constant sharp, burning pain. ive never experienced anything like that in my life before...its usually not that bad. so i was trying to find a way to make myself feel somewhat better. i was laying on my living room floor crying and i curled up in a ball and tried the heating pad which just made me feel sick, and then the pain started going down my legs, so i couldn't walk or move any part of my body underneath my waste. i layed on my parents' bed for a while because there's a lot of pillow i thought that would help, but it didn't...i tried forcing myself to sleep but i couldn't lay down or it hurt worse. it made me want to scream, i was flipping out. it's a damn good thing i didn't go in today, that's for sure. finally they died down at like 2:00 and i could move and function again, but right now i feel sick to my stomach, and they are slowly coming back, and i can't talk to anyone or im afraid ill throw up. it's not fun...i might stay home tomorrow, too...but god im going to miss so much work, that pisses me off...so that was my day.
here is what i did with my day after i was done dying:
some are fancy others are not because i got lazy and irritated with PSP
woo that was fun....