hi guys. last day of summer vaca :( billy's journal made me sad last night, and i went to bed and ended up writing something to all of my lovely awesome kick ass friends that i spent almost everyday of this vacation with. i usually hate when people do shit like this but i dont really care. because i love my friendssssssssssssssss

today i am having ( Read more... )

hung out with paulie face tonight. oh how i adore paulie face! though he likes to fight...and make me angry...but it doesnt last long! so tonight let's see

+ took pictures outside cuz it was purdy
+ sat around my house
+ went online
+ paul came at 9:30
+ we watched some VMAs
+ Burned him CDs
+ Threw pillows at faces
+ Watched Pimp My Riiiiiiiiide
+ made ( Read more... )

todayyyyy i woke up early. like 6:30 early. effing weird. my body knows it's almost time! and maybe it was the fact i had a dream that this lady was murdering everyone and their brother in my house, and she caught me running to my neighbors house and i was a goner, but i woke up before that. and my room is too dark, i get scared haha. and i think ( Read more... )

.fuck.you. i dont give a shit anymore.

shopping with glawria today. we're gonna make me into a girl, for real. then at another point we're making a hair appt. to get my hair stripped and back to brown. so i can be elisha again. not that it effing matters, anyways.

Um...last night was gay, i hated it. took nyquil and was out cold. it was nice.

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yeah this morning i woke up and hated my life and decided i didnt want to go to work. plus i have some weird thing on my right tonsil and it's swollen so i think im sick or its allergies i dont know ( Read more... )

I just want to be with the one i want to be with. is that so effing hard to ask?! i am sick of having 7 boys around at a time, it boggles my mind and it stresses me out because i cant satisfy any of them. i am ready for a relationship, im sick of jumping from one to the other. but thaaaaaats right......life's not that simple. el stupido.

"okay, ( Read more... )

lately he looks so different to me...in a way that makes my stomach do these weird flip flops when he looks back, and makes me have to hold myself from pouncing on him the minute he walks in the room.
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so tonighttttttttt........i came home from work and sat around. i made so many new sexy myspace friends haha. i love it...and i talked to about 5 ( Read more... )

work went by SO fast today.

Kally designed mine, rachaels, sarahs, and allison's prom dress. im so excited for mine, they are all going to look really beautiful. mines going to be red satin or silk i dont remember...and it's going to be a halter v-neck. and then she's going to put these beads called trumpet beads that are kind of long and are ( Read more... )

Ok i am trying this one more time...finally photobucket works so it will definitely work im sorryyyyy if you didnt get to see the pictures and if you really wanted to see them THAT badly. But like i said! it was a blast...and i surely missed steve.

however, nothing compares to ( you )

I NEED MY MAKEUP BUT I AM STUPID AND LEFT IT AT BILLYS HOUSE ( Read more... )