I wish I could quit you ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in a sea of drama. Like that's all my life consists of. I'm so mentally and physically exhausted that I can barely see straight. I put in my two weeks notice yesterday. I can't take it there anymore. I'm constantly in a bad mood and everyone notices the difference. I'm dreading going in tomorrow. It's 8-5 and I've done it a million ( Read more... )

I changed my hair again. I'm not sure I like it yet. The moment I come home, my Ma says, "I liked the other better." Didn't even ask her what she thought, it was just the first words that came out of her mouth. Thanks Ma. Way to make me feel amazing. The other was actually starting to go blonde and I really didn't like the blonde at all. I'd be ( Read more... )

The last few entries have been completely balls. It's whatever though. I deleted them. I've been thinking and I want a change. A big change. I hate for it to be what it's come to but you gotta do what you gotta do. This past weekend was hell. It had more downs than ups but ya know, I learned so much. And guys wonder why pretty girls are bitches. I ( Read more... )

Wow.. It's been a long while. I've not had a computer in so long and I just bought a lap top. It's nice to be able to get online any time I want again. I've had a lot happen to me over the past couple months. I'm a manager at Hometown Pizza. I'm going to a bunch of shows coming up. I'm going to Frankfort, IN this Friday provided Pick is there. I ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been a long while. I haven't updated this thing in what seems like centuries. Not only do I not have a computer and have to sneak onto my brother's laptop, I've been working like there's no tomarrow and trying to repair what's left of my social life before my second foot surgery on Tuesday. I just got out of another nasty relationship ( Read more... )

My uncle said he'd sell me his Trans Am for 3 grand when it goes for 5. I'm freaking out. I told him it was an awesome car and then he said he'd sell it to me. It's an 86 or an 87, I can't remember which one. But my GOD. I want a fast car. Do you know how much trouble I'd get into with it? The insurance would be crazy. I can go fast in the taurus ( Read more... )

I start Beef O Brady's tomorrow. Wish me luck!

Note to self: Never put a bra in the microwave in hopes of drying it quickly. The underwire catches on fire.. 45.00 down the drain..

SO many options.. I know what I want but I'm so tempted to move in another direction. I need to hear the word "monogamy" to keep myself grounded. Is that bad?