Something is happening to me... something that has prompted me to type in LiveJournal for the first time in...ages.. Maybe maturity comes at age 19.... I'll be 9teen in less than a week, and something is happening to me....

Something over the past week has moved me to start thinking, It could be a number of things that prompted me to entertain ( Read more... )

....lets make it last this time! It really is fun to be single, im 18... I need to enjoy it. Anyway, I was just told by Louis that I can not type anymore.. cause we are going to buy a bed! I REALLY want to get drunk tonight... and I look hot today! WOO HOO

This is one of the first times that I have wanted to type things out, and couldn't, because I am afraid of certain people reading and misunderstanding my thoughts. So, I shall just talk about the new issue of Rolling Stone which features my husband (Justin Timberlake) shirtless on the cover! Yum... almost as yummy as when I lay my head on his chest ( Read more... )

I know I always call myself a slut, and that people tend to perceive me as one... but I proved to myself recently, that I really am not one! So... there are a couple of boys that I am currently interested in, not yet ready to commit to anyone. But one of these guys told me recently that he does not want to date anyone for a couple years. But that ( Read more... )

Drama knows no boundaries. Drama has no purpose. Drama is nothing more than misunderstandings. Drama is the result of an accumulation of bad choices made by people. James, I have acted this way with Croy ever since we had our spurt of whatever that was with each other, before you even knew him. Alex acts that way with EVERYONE. And I don't ( Read more... )

... at 6am after a night of drinking, it only takes one little thing to set me off. My actions were very childish and I seriously regret letting you boys see such a weakness in my character with the way I acted this morning. Its been a long time since I have reacted that way, and I am sorry you had to witness it. I love you boys so much!

I never thought it would be this hard. How long have I been complaining about wanting someone to love me for who I am, someone who wants to know me, someone who can take me seriously? Well, Its been a long time, and that man is finally in my life! This should be a time of celebration for me right? I should be being swept off of my feet and I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't updated since I posted my entry about my facade. Right now I am at a party, and I am slightly buzzed... but I will try to type anyway. So some people just decided to question me on how I have changed since I last posted, and thought it would be funny to mock my writings. In response, I would like to thank those of you who read ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. Today is the one year anniversary of me being open and accepting of my homosexuality. It was one year ago today that I had a conversation with the first guy to show interest in me. One year ago today, I kissed my first boy. What followed was 4 months of me discovering a whole new world with this boy. 4 months of me ( Read more... )

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