Watch and wonder

[yogi_bc04]

So, I'm sore as hell from yesterday and I am wondering if I can even handle a light workout. As an interim activity (before homework, workout or a nap) I am watching Laguna Beach. Its the episodes when they are leaving for school. Since I haven't really been around anyone when they leave for college, and we are talking like more than 12 miles away

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[screwu]

i was watching that laguna beach the other day, and then i saw the season finale last night. it made me cry. it was like i was reliving ME leaving, minus all the money and sun and cars. haha. obviously it wasnt the exact same, but man, it was one of the hardest things ive ever done, my entire first semester here was.

and i guess i said goodbye both ways, to my "social group", but also to individual friends ive had forever. both were bad and good in their own ways. its really hard to leave anything and everything youve ever known. but at the same time, its AMAZING to feel like you are on your own, but also know that you have this great support system behind you, no matter how much you actually need them.

i guess its just a fact of life, and you just do it. just like getting up every morning. its just something you do. thats how i think of it i guess. i think you will be absolutly fine to tell you the truth. and i think you will have a great time, just loosen up, and be yourself, and it'll be awesome.

Love,
Ruth