i haven't felt like this ever... in my life ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't think people are real. like i can't imagine them having real emotions or real issues in their lives. they are just there... kind of like the matrix. but sometimes things happen and i realize i'm not the only one with problems ( Read more... )

this secret is going to be the end of me ( Read more... )

just in case... there's anyway that you find this.

he doesn't care. don't believe him. and i'm sorry. i never wanted to be one of the other girls.

-alyssa jeanne.

i'm trying to imagine my life without him ( Read more... )

Part One ( Read more... )

I'm drinking a glass of water on an empty stomach like you wrote that song about. remember? and i feel sick. but i dont think it's from the empty stomach or the tears that fall into my water... i think its you ( Read more... )

All drunk people are the same. I don't care if you're 25, 15, or 50. It's all the same. Sure... some people argue that they are "happy" drunks or "emotional" drunks. But put different people into the same situations and I promise the same outcome. I sat at this upscale restaraunt in Del Mar, California with my dad, my sisters, and my dad's ex- ( Read more... )

i think the rage inside of me is eating away at my flesh. it burns ( Read more... )

So i was cruising the "myspace.com" today, which i haven't done in a long time because quite frankly i'm sick of the whole ordeal... that's besides the point... as i was saying... i was looking at this girl's page. i look at her page frequently because... well... she made out with my husband a few times and i don't really like her, and as an added ( Read more... )