Piano, boyfriend and bra.

[yohanna_chan]

Okay, I’m a little down right now… nothing serious, I’m just disappointed.

A little more than a year ago I played the piano. But when I entered a music class in school it all changed. It’s then a class that focuses mainly on music.
It was also a period in my life where I felt the most depressed. Now thanks to medicine (and a little B-T) my life

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[elvenlass]

I didn’t write notes or anything, so now I will never be able to play them

Could you not pick them up again by ear from listening to them over and over? Just a thought.

Bras. The evilest creation on the planet.

[yohanna_chan]

Hmm, well... I don't think so. I'm not that good by ear sadly.
Since I don't play it's no idea either, but it would be fun just to try it one more time. I actually played some today, now my throat and hands hurt XD

LOL yea... but you don't want to nipple-flash anyone XD
That's the only reason I wear one.

[yohanna_chan]

Yea... at least for one day. I like to play alone since I can concentrate better then.

Haha, yea... but I do wear one around parents and bf's parents. Only without when being alone or around bf XD

[warmuse]

Ah, the joys of playing piano in front really clever people *sarcasm*! Urgh. I didn't go into the whole depression thing, but I sympathise for you (I feel worthless all the time these days, but not due to music) I no longer play the piano, and that makes me feel so bad because I was playing piano continuously for 14 years until I went to university (try having Asian parents, they make your life hell, but there's a pretty good chance you'll end up playing at least one instrument *headdesk*). At that time I put so much effort into playing, back when I was 17 or 18? Until I was around 16 I hated playing piano, but then I met this amazing piano teacher...bah, not the point of this story. I wish I recorded what I did, I only did one recording of my performance because I had to send it as my music coursework, but then I don't have it with me here :S. At least I'm singing quite a lot these days

[yohanna_chan]

I know that worthless feeling, it comes back some days, but as long as I'm happy there's not much of a problem.

I didn't play long, I more learned myself, I can read notes, but not really complicated stuff. I can read Japanese faster than notes XD
Hmm... well I only have one Swedish father and one Finnish mother... so no asian there. Though the Finnish side is really pushy when it comes to confirmation... I didn't do it and my grandfather was so upset!
I did not have a good teacher... never. Only one that made me want to apologize every time I played wrong... And it just made me feel more worthless. It's hard to even get a teacher here so you'll just have to be happy with what you get. :/

Ah, I sing a lot too! Maaaany B-T songs... only B-T actually.

LOL... To prevent nipple-flash and to make the little breasts I have look bigger I wear one... But not lies or so, they just look bigger in one way but you don't get fooled either XD

[yohanna_chan]

Yea, though I'm not motivated enough.

I have one, but it's ripped in some places XD