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yohanna_chan

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Mar 10, 2009 23:40

Night…
School is killing me right now. I’m behind and with the new course started I have loads of stuff to do… and since I’m apparently f*cking stupid right now, you can guess how it’s going >.<
It’s all blank in my head when I study… I have no idea what to write and it’s just taking out its toll.

My boyfriend is sleeping so I’m all alone with ( Read more... )

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yohanna_chan March 10 2009, 22:56:24 UTC

*hugs back* thanks!
I'm trying XD
I usually stay quite optimistic, but now when noticing I've kind of missed the deadline, and not even half finished, I'm a little sad :(
But I'm gonna go and drink some tea or hot chocolate soon! If that doesn't cheer me up, then I'll just have to watch some Acchan stuff ;P

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yohanna_chan March 10 2009, 22:58:24 UTC

Man that was a fast answer XDDD
Yea... ops, forgot to take my Acchan medicine today, maybe that's why? ;)

speedygz March 11 2009, 05:30:58 UTC

*hugs tightly* hang in there, ganbatte, you can do it. Don't let it discourage you.

yohanna_chan March 11 2009, 18:58:49 UTC

*hugs* Well, since you all think I can do it, then damn I'm gonna do it!
:D

smarfieta March 11 2009, 07:23:18 UTC

Hey there - don't feel sad and lonely - you know you're not alone, just don't give up..
And I agree with you - nothing compares to mother's hug and the way it comforts you. I hope you feel better soon

*hugs and kisses*

yohanna_chan March 11 2009, 18:57:59 UTC

Thanks! <3
Yea, I don't like being sad :/
A mother is something very important! ^_^

*hugs* :*

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yohanna_chan March 11 2009, 20:06:02 UTC

I'm not so sad today luckily! :D

I will just have to try even harder and hope that I'll catch up soon.

yohanna_chan March 11 2009, 20:06:18 UTC

Thanks :*

jenbowie March 11 2009, 22:01:07 UTC

You are far from stupid. Every time we have talked (either via PM or comment) you have always impressed me with how well-spoken you were, how thoughtful your statements were, and more. A stupid person would not be going from Swedish to English to Japanese and back again.

Sounds like you are feeling a little overwhelmed with school and life right now. Perhaps consider taking a little break here and there? One less class a semester? Or just take a "skip day" - skip out on homework and run off and do something fun like a concert. I did those when I was college and still do frequently. XDD

*hugs* You're gonna be ok. Just take a break and then go for it again when you feel ready. :-*

yohanna_chan March 11 2009, 22:20:00 UTC

Aww thanks, that's a very sweet comment T__T *hugs*

Yea, that's the right feeling... But if you read in my new post, I'm going to cut down my studies to 25% instead... So I can relax.
I think it's like this: I have always, my entire life sucked in school (it was mostly because of my ADHD that made me so hmm, dreamy)... anyway.. And finally for the first time in my life I get good grades :D
I just don't want to ruin it... But it's okay to take breaks too I think.

*hugs* thanks, and sure I'll be okay! After all, I am really happy so I shouldn't let small thing make me sad. :D

jenbowie March 11 2009, 23:01:36 UTC

I did see your latest post after I replied and I'm pleased you are cutting back. That makes the most sense. It doesn't matter when you get your degree so long as you make a good go of it. ^_ ( ... )

yohanna_chan March 12 2009, 16:22:16 UTC

Yea, you're right there... When I was younger, they didn't know much about ADHD or so, so non of the teachers suspected it... And so, from the age of 6 to 15 they told me that I need to stop "daydreaming", move my lazy ass and get some work done. "You're very nice Johanna, but you need to work harder"... ah man, I really did try, but as you said, if it doesn't inspire you, it's hard to get it done ( ... )

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