the search for home continues. so far josh and i are waiting for the perfect time to ask his mom if i can reside with him, whick in turns allows me to remain living in illinios, more preferred in olney ( Read more... )

as soon as my aunt calls me back, i should have a new life. im moving either back to west virginia or to florida (or if i can, olney), right now it doesnt matter to me. im so sick of the way my life is going right now that im leaving it to start again, this time no family, new friends, and old memories. im kinda relunctant to go but i really cant ( Read more... )

lets just say that you wont know the full extent of my best week but ill share some of it. i got drunk at my house for the first time(ive been drunk, just never at my house), speaking of which i need to dispose of the bottles, i watched josh's neighbors get arrested after i watched them fight. i saw facing east in concert again, i also got a ( Read more... )

i just finished my medicine. and i just got back to illinios from my 23 hour vacation to west virginia. almost a waste of time but not. im supposed to be at a family cookout right now, but i left. they are so boring.. then they usually pick on me for having long hair. but they're a group of rednecks so i guess its ok...i have no skateboard now...i ( Read more... )

i am excited that in about a week i should no longer be sick... and i am leaving this friday to go to west virginia.cant wait. this new medicine that the doctor (who is russian and speaks really wierd) put me on makes me hungry and REALLY makes my stomach hurt. it sucks. my brother gets to stay at his grandma's this whole week not only does he get ( Read more... )

i just got online for the first time in forever... and not much has happened. my band cant be as heavy as they used to be, and that really discourages me. i dont like it when people tell you what you can and cant play...it REALLY pisses me off! sometimes i really just feel like dropping playing the guitar because when someone gives you boundaries, ( Read more... )

i have band practice every tuesday and thursday...and my mom know that, so upon going to sleep last night/this morning my mom comes in my room takes my car keys to keep me from leaving, i guess, and then says "you have an appointment at 2 tomarrow and your not going anywhere until its over"... so i either have to skip practice or delay it for about ( Read more... )

so far my weekend has gone awesome. ive been hanging out with sean shamhart alot and we always do stupid stuff...exc, we jumped down his stairs and landed on our faces first, ate microwaved 'tator puffs'(it doesnt sound that stupid until you try it), we were spitting stuff at each other and catching it in each others mouthes...it really gross and i ( Read more... )

i woke up at 9:30 today listening to my mom screaming at my stepdad, not unusual, but then i heard her say something about internet...women...house in effingham...that should be enough to get the big picture. so appearently my stepdad found him some "chica chica" in effingham, and my mom found out about it, because he met them on the internet and ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like your parents are stupid or unfair? mine are retarded! not only retarded but incredibly selfish and they obviously think they are better than everyone else ( Read more... )