wow i am happy that most everyone had a good break. mine was alright in most aspects, i mean hell i got drunk a whole lot so that is never a bad thing. i do though find it hard to remember most of what happened both saturdays of my spring break but i do know they were good!haha!

i am excited about whati am thining i am wearing to prom. it is a white tux with a blue tie, and i think i will get a hat and cane to go along with it. my parents still haven't given me an answer about the house, but i don't think they will allow us to be there without them. i wish!

i ave been writing under a different name now a days case this one was fucking up and boring. it just made since to me if i was going to have a better attitude to start a new name and stop being so down all the time. plus this name doesn't allow certain people to comment and i wasn't able to comment on other people. i will try to keep writing on ( Read more... )

last night was fun as hell. everyone came over and spent the night s ws fucking great. and the best part was i wasn't drunk cause i was the driver all night and it was awesome. there was kinda crapy though when my parrents came in ( Read more... )

i hate it when people think i am abligated to get them stuff or i am incharge of certain things ( Read more... )

well i have decided that i am going to try to be happy and not think about all the emotional shit i have gone through these past few weeks and i am going to stop being such a dumb ass and just let shit happen and i am not going to care any more.

neil is 18!

i was depressed all day today, cause michelle told me that i reminded her of this wierd ass poem and i couldn't understand why except that i was a pussy for not asking someone to marry me? not really sure still how that works ( Read more... )

hey i am so happy everyone is at my hous hnging out and having fun and i am a little drunk so bye.

i remember how back in the day like 5-8 years ago i used to sit andwatch tv and never did anything and thought it didn't really matter what i was doing because i have high school to make friends and live my life and i thought everything would be great. and then i found myself thinking i am not really enjoying high school and i can't wait to go to ( Read more... )

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cocaine.
you are cocaine. addictive, expensive and confident.