Higher
So, I saw The TRAX at the Dome tonight with my man and Sh'woo.
Those boys played a rockin' set. I'm so proud of Jaybird! And Kang, you are a killer bassist. ;D I'm so glad that I got to see you guys live, and I can't wait to see you boys tear the fuck out of another stage.
[PRIVATE] ...I didn't want to see him tear the fuck out of him. It doesn't make sense to me... it doesn't make sense how these boys can just hurt each other like that and...
... Boys shouldn't be fighting. They should be playing basketball and chasing girls. And talking about how that chick over there has a cute ass and how that one has high tits. They're not supposed to be breaking each other to pieces...
Their eyes are supposed to be filled with light all the time, like when Jay first laid eyes on Essai. Not dark and empty like they were tonight.
It's not supposed to be like that, it's not.
Kids aren't supposed to hurt each other and themselves like this.
It's not right.
I just want to hold all of them in my arms and sing to them until their eyes shine again... [PRIVATE]
In other news, I have a little brother now! After the show, I watched him happily devour pizza & ice cream and then sent him off with a hug in J's 'vette. xD;
Don't forget to call me when you want to hang out again, dong-saeng. Your nuna has every intention of spoiling you rotten. >D
... I get the feeling that I'm going to have more than one dong-saeng soon. But I kind of like this feeling...
[PRIVATE] It fills all that emptiness.
Somehow, seeing them smile makes it a little more bearable. Maybe this is how I can, like everyone else in the world, finally start living again instead of being perpetually cemented in the past.
As someone's older sister instead of mother.
...These boys don't have their mothers here, though... I can only imagine how lonely they can get without their mothers to take care of them, shelter them, and give them love and attention. All of them seem to have this desolate air about them... even little Changmin.
I want to smash it to pieces and smash the pieces into nothing. I want it to be gone. I want them to smile.
Hearing them laugh is like listening to the most beautiful song ever written. [/PRIVATE]
Jaybird, don't forget to call me. <3
I think I'm going to plan a K-Day. Are any of you interested in something like that?
We can all get together and chill. ^^b
Those boys played a rockin' set. I'm so proud of Jaybird! And Kang, you are a killer bassist. ;D I'm so glad that I got to see you guys live, and I can't wait to see you boys tear the fuck out of another stage.
[PRIVATE] ...I didn't want to see him tear the fuck out of him. It doesn't make sense to me... it doesn't make sense how these boys can just hurt each other like that and...
... Boys shouldn't be fighting. They should be playing basketball and chasing girls. And talking about how that chick over there has a cute ass and how that one has high tits. They're not supposed to be breaking each other to pieces...
Their eyes are supposed to be filled with light all the time, like when Jay first laid eyes on Essai. Not dark and empty like they were tonight.
It's not supposed to be like that, it's not.
Kids aren't supposed to hurt each other and themselves like this.
It's not right.
I just want to hold all of them in my arms and sing to them until their eyes shine again... [PRIVATE]
In other news, I have a little brother now! After the show, I watched him happily devour pizza & ice cream and then sent him off with a hug in J's 'vette. xD;
Don't forget to call me when you want to hang out again, dong-saeng. Your nuna has every intention of spoiling you rotten. >D
... I get the feeling that I'm going to have more than one dong-saeng soon. But I kind of like this feeling...
[PRIVATE] It fills all that emptiness.
Somehow, seeing them smile makes it a little more bearable. Maybe this is how I can, like everyone else in the world, finally start living again instead of being perpetually cemented in the past.
As someone's older sister instead of mother.
...These boys don't have their mothers here, though... I can only imagine how lonely they can get without their mothers to take care of them, shelter them, and give them love and attention. All of them seem to have this desolate air about them... even little Changmin.
I want to smash it to pieces and smash the pieces into nothing. I want it to be gone. I want them to smile.
Hearing them laugh is like listening to the most beautiful song ever written. [/PRIVATE]
Jaybird, don't forget to call me. <3
I think I'm going to plan a K-Day. Are any of you interested in something like that?
We can all get together and chill. ^^b