ya, so basically, i spend a week just chilling~~~and pigging out,...right now is the beginning of another school quarter, and another month,...i am going on a strict diet and making improvemnts..i prolly gained like so many pounds that i ain't gonna think about...focus on school, weight family and friends.....dir en grey concert was such a great ( Read more... )

yes finally done with finals!! to be honest, i don't care about how i did on my math or phys final because i know that i a passing..but DOC ....T^T sighs oh well, i guess i taught myself a lesson not to slack off again~~

OMG there are too many stuff going on at once right now. i can't wait to get my finals over and done with at the end of next week. Then Dir en grey concert at LA on the 23rd. i am determined to be active and lose weight at a concert/....i better burn some crazy amount of cal. i should go get a swim suit becuase i should go to the indoor swimming ( Read more... )

...ya i realized that the best grade i can possibly get is a B in the class, which it would drop my GPA .1 points. my ta gave me a very stupid and low c for my 2nd paper. i have to admit ya it was pretty last minute, but i didn't expect a 73. this paper completely screwed up my grade and everything and its a 6 unit class. i have to ace the final ( Read more... )

yes pple i am still alive and kicking...my friend india came and visit and i just totally pigged out becuase i don't want to be a party pooper. so when i came back, i took some lax and i didn't think much into it because it doesn't work very well for me. but this morning, my section was cancelled and right before work my stomach starts to hurt and ( Read more... )

.. i know i haven't been updating for a couple of days....im just out of it.....finals are creepin' up, and i am not even close to being focused...and yes,m i still weigh the same.....sighs*....

i am trying to determine which type of yoga class to take. but i dunno which type burns more cal. maybe i'll stop by the book store to find out~~ i need to lose more weight~!!

dieting is ok~~ right now i need to be more focused on school. if i get Cs in my class i am going to die. so diet should just be minimalized for now....school is more important right now..2 weeks to finals, i have to be focused

sighs* i did so bad today that it sux........in the afternoon i was 111 because of my lunch. my suitemate and i went to get fine dining and i ate at at 6...and i weigh 113 now, 113! i haven't weigh that much inWEEKS WEEKS!! its either i start fasting ur like slice my fat off myself, or win a lotto so i can afford lipo. i swer i am so sick of being ( Read more... )

okay, so i joined a few new groups this week so i can seek for some acceptance and finally found people that felt the same way i do. but guess what, i am not good enough for them. what and how does that suppose to make me feel. go ahead that read the comment she made, so she is superior than me because she is skinner.you know what this makes me so ( Read more... )