I'M BORED. HELL BORING.
I FEEL EMPTY. LOST. AND ALONE.

I COULDN'T WRITE ANYTHING. I LOSE MY INSPIRATION AGAIN.

WHAT I NEED NOW??

I NEED TO READ R-RATED FICS
(yup. i loved to read them when i'm bored.. hentai me! yeah, i know)

WHAT MORE I NEED??

THEM-


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two: my stupid but cool best friend

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[Early 2001]

“Ohaiy- Masaki?”

He turns around. “What are you doing here this early?”

Tsurara asks him right after she found him eating the breakfast happily with her family. “Uwah! Your face! Kowai!” he teases her morning look and her family laugh with him. Just to cheer up the situation- ( Read more... )

I FAILED IN MY INTERVIEW. FULL STOP.

*stress mode*

thank God I'm a fan to this 5 bakakoii guys. because of them; i smile when i cry.. arashi-san, deaite yokatta~


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one: my noisy childhood friend

[September 1999]

“Kyaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Taihen! Taihen! Tai- BUKKK!!” Tsurara rubs her forehead- reducing the pain caused by that door of the Chinese restaurant. “Itteeiiii.. baka!” she curses the door. Well, she is the one who should be blame actually, because practically a door could not bang people, ( Read more... )

Dec 17- normal life. yeah. as usual. still in writer's block (why do i have to face this when i'm totally exited with new aiba's fic? duh! i miss my readres really much) - okay, stop talking about gloomy and NG things because.. its gloomy! . un.

Ah! i just learned how to make a screen-cap and the my 1st screencap is- this (one of the best shot ever ( Read more... )

TITLE: Boku No Subete
MEMBER: Aiba Masaki x Yoshikawa Tsurara
RATING: G/PG/R.. depends
INFO: celebrating Aibaby's month.. my 3rd baby.. haha. i thought i will take a break after i finish YNK but my brain betray me.. it suddenly pop-up with another lame idea. gomenna minna~ this will be a simple story. less crying. less too romantic scene *as ( Read more... )

Duh! my interview result will be known on 17th. Damn! okay. at least i can breathing calmly today and got tomorrow to smile happily because the next day.. it will be another nervous-shaking- looooooooong day for me. I hate that.

and owh! there's another thing make me almost fainted.. about this guy *my baby boo..
I heart you, dear!*


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my little sister.. my pet.. my amoi.. she is like a gift from God to us.. after my pet died about 15 years ago- i have a so-called phobia towards cats but one day, AMOI- we named our kitten with that name- we found Amoi, shaking in clod in rainy night.. we didnt how is she, whether she is cute or not, but we just take her home in the name of ( Read more... )

The first fic I've read is Ouji & Hime by Yamapiggy.. it was soooooooooo good and make me completely fall in love with fanfiction world. Then I google around- i found lots of good fic like - I'm In Love With My PA (by Jade), Neighbor ( by Ohnia), Breadtalks ( by Chellie) and looooots more. Adore them really much for able to write so good and made ( Read more... )