No one else will have me, like you do. No one else will have me, only you.

[yoshingpopper]

yeah, so I officially hate myself. i've never ever felt this way before, and it seems the more i try to make myself feel better the more i let myself down. truth be told i can't believe it. i let myself go. i'm trying yes, but goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd dang it! i can't look at myself in the mirror. i'm TRYING SO HARD. i hate my life. i

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[out_of_reach_03]

Well Mel, (hehe, it rhymed but that's besides the point..) you always have Me. and Mar. ALWAYS! But, I know that sometimes you need your friends too and darn, I just wish you had some great ones like mine. You'll meet so many more people... I didn't meet all of my friends from high school. Heck, I barely talk to anyone from Mott except Kasia

[yoshingpopper]

thanks mina, i know you are always here for me and i'm glad! i don't know what i would do without you or mar. i know everyone goes through this but i don't know how to explain myself. I do have a few of my dear friends taht i know are there for me but they don't really understand.. mina my friends are like 110 pounds. they aren't going to understand where i'm coming from. to them it's like, oh well your skinny, but that isn't really the case. it's not like they can talk me through this because it's not their expertise. i know i have to do this by myself but it seems that i can't. i'm trying though and that's all i can do.

p.s. this is the cheesiest thing you have ever wrote to me. thanks haha. i guess it's what i need once in a while.

*hu... wait... i'll go upstairs and hug you*