Everyone wants to be loved; I need it. I know I am truely loved by a few of my select friends but I see them 5% of the time (19/365 days or less). I also need more than what they can give me: they are my family and I am very thankful for that! I need the sort of love that follows me everywhere, the sort I can take home at night and cuddle up ( Read more... )

It's been a long week. All of a sudden things are in motion again, now all I can do is control when and where they stop. This should be fun. (<~~not sarcasm)

I have a full time job at Batteries Plus+ on Hwy100 and Greenfield. I like it lots. Wo0t!

I want to leave this life. I've done what there is to do here, seen what there is to see, talked to those worth talking to and many more. I'm done with this drama-ridden hell. I want to leave it and never come back. Cut ties with all but a select few ( Read more... )

This is the most messed up my life has gotten, ever. I know I've gotten myself in trouble before, but this is the worst it's been and it's worse now that I'm older. I thought I had a plan, I thought I had someone I could trust and rely on and I fear I have lost that. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Everyone keeps telling me I'll be fine and ( Read more... )

Grand Prix - Justin Timberlake - and Full Size Parfaits at McD's

( What sci-fi crew do you fit in with? )

Saturday, 30th: Rise Against
Monday, 2nd: Social D
Wednesday, 3rd: TOOL
Monday, 8th: the Gufs

This is where I'll be for sure...Let me know if you'd like to join me.

I've finally done things I should have done a long time ago and I don't feel bad about it...at all. I feel good about my life for once so if you're not happy with me, Fuck You too. I'm finally happy and all you people need to deal with that.

June 29th: Blue Oyster Cult
June 30th: GooGoo Dolls
July 2nd: Lithic
July 3rd: Weird Al
July 4th: TOOL (I still have 2 tickets and only 1 me... Let me know.)
July 8th: the Gufs

I'm not necessarily going all of these days, but I will if someone wants to go with me. I'm going for sure on the 30th and for sure to see TOOL.

It's been a while since I've had a real post and I appologize for that. Soon I will have internet at home and be able to post more regularly--when I'm not working on my notebooks anyway ( Read more... )