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i admit i cannot think for myself
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战绩现在是 2阵对1坏球！
今天看金钟奖，哭得稀里哗啦的。
（我想做了研究生之后变得很会哭了。。。）
我对革命情感四个字很敏感吧！
眼泪决堤是到最后蔡导领奖开始；
紧接他和豆导一起颁奖，豆导说了一段话。
当年还是没戏接的小演员的某一个晚上，他们谈心谈到了都
想当导演的梦想。
辗转了这么多年，今天两人都是导演，一起站在台上。。。
蔡导的监制太太致词的时候，说了感谢父母对他们两人的任性给予那么多的宽容和支持。。。
想到自己。
也有十年了。
中三那年下了决心，我对家里说，我要学电影。
把爸妈吓得是有半年没和我说话。
那年的决心，现在的我也会被吓倒吧。
后来去学习的时候，梦想还是清楚的。
直到出去工作，出国念书，梦想开始模糊了。
可能是过于要求自己了；
整天想着要赚钱，好怕被人家看扁。
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when i used to complain...
about the street lights and random motorbikers raging into the neighbourhood back home ( Read more... ) -
心散。。。
不知不觉，回来一个月了。
房子还没搞定。。。
作业还没搞定。。。
在家里，只能用“闷”来形容。
睡沙发的几天，我在想，
我还要忍多久？
我到底在忍什么？
可能真的，
身上没有钱，
命里没有钱，
运里没有钱，
就只能认了，忍了。
这几天，睡不好，头又在痛了。心情郁闷。
有好多事，好想做，做不到。
唯一值得开心的两件事，
1。 到niqi家过中秋，和慧慧玩要有三岁的心灵才能了解的游戏。
2。回家的途中，天色阴暗；直到听到damien rice的the professor时，有道阳光打在脸上。。。原来心里被阳阳的记忆宝贝着。
我要每天跟自己说，
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phew! i seriously need to get an apartment...
so that i can get to some serious studying.
i guess when one is as ready to get away,
she is no longer able to make good use of the apartment to study anymore.
in the meantime, i still have the bubble tea joint.
the last week has been rather enjoyable though.
maybe too enjoyable.
let me see..
great emmy's on sunday. all hail neil patrick harris!
then two ( Read more... ) -
the words of a Glee-ful TA...
yikes! most of the day is gone and i'm still beginning the works on tomorrow's tutorial ( Read more... ) -
now that the papers are signed, stamped and filed...
i am officially an TA!
and torricus is my partner in crime for professor seymour (her nick for him).
my tutorial is on friday at 8:30am.
i know.. tough time.
never in my entire university life, both undergrad and grad, that i picked a 8am class and now i am teaching one.
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back in 416...
not updating LJ for a month after a post titled "no phone! more sex?" is not exactly the smartest thing one can do ( Read more... )
