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Oct 02, 2005 21:00

geez, i'll never let you go.

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neonblackfuture October 2 2005, 21:29:28 UTC

wish you could say the same thing about your old friends.

you__x__core October 2 2005, 21:37:03 UTC

i would if i felt like my "old friends" would say the same thing about me. maybe im wrong, but i haven't had much of a hope for it, and i guess no one's noticed my theme since school has started is "i have no friends," maybe it's my fault i've felt unwelcomed, but no one really says hi to me anymore.

neonblackfuture October 2 2005, 21:53:27 UTC

well after trying to hang out with you time and again, and having it fail every time, people just stop asking. i used to always ask you to go surf or whatever, but you never would go. and we tried inviting you to come watch nip/tuck with all of us week before last and you said no to that too. at a certain point in time, people stop trying when they've failed so many times. you didn't even try to talk to us the other day when it was just you, me, kathleen and johana on the bench. it's not that we don't care, it's just that we're sick of it seeming like you don't care.

you__x__core October 2 2005, 22:30:13 UTC

how many times did you guys call me during the summer? and i know you guys invited me to come watch nip/tuck, but do you really think my mom would let me not come home till 11 on a weeknight? doubtfull, you're all turning 18 this year, i'm not. if i could recall the "many" times you guys tried to hang out with me i'd feel bad, but i can't. and why dont you try to imagine what its like to sit on a bench with 3 ppl that used to be ur friends that your not close to anymore but there really close and try talking to them. i started crying that day. do you really think i feel welcome and like i can talk to you when you guys are all sitting together facing each other talking and not caring im sitting there. its not that freaking easy. it's easy tosay and not that easy to do. im totally out of the loop and it started with johana and kathleen getting super close and me falling away from everyone. you dont even know how uncomfortable it feels, god. do u really think id feel welcomed to join into a conversation with people who dont even look or ( ... )

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aww beckbeckbeckee October 4 2005, 22:59:05 UTC

ill never let you go either vlada.

hahahaha i know i know this was meant for mark. yeah yeah yeah. i think i might be a little jealous.

lol goodnight vlada<33

Re: aww you__x__core October 4 2005, 23:06:21 UTC

LOTS OF MOOLATES FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333

beckbeckbeckee October 6 2005, 20:49:40 UTC

ooohhh myyyy ggawwwwssshhhhhhhhh

i cant wait. this weekend? sunday..yyess yes?

you__x__core October 6 2005, 22:58:56 UTC

sunday=work work after i recover from homecoming =(. but maybe sometime during the week next week? or next weekend. ill get back to u fo sho tho

back_seat_kiss October 7 2005, 19:39:29 UTC

well those are long comments.
haha

haven't read your lj in a longgg time.
thought I would.

<3