[Private to Lockon Stratos, Kurosaki Hisoka, Yoite, and Badou Nails]
I am unsure what to do. This is not a scenario I was trained for.
Sexual intercourse was never a function I was meant to deal with, as I was not intended to reproduce. I know now it is not limited to just that, and can be recreational, but due to many factors I only had a passing curiosity for it.
But now I feel like it is everywhere, and I cannot escape it. Mikhail Trinity's attentions were always an annoyance, but I did not think he would ever act on them. And Agito, as well, although he has done nothing more than kiss me, has made mention that I was "fuckable." And then Kyohei posted those pictures..
I do not want to be viewed as a sexual being. This sort of attention is.. I suppose painful is the best sort of way to describe it, not physically, but emotionally. It hurts. I don't like it. I want it to stop. I know I am not the most likable person here, but why would so many people want see me involved in such a terrible act? The depths of humanity's cruelness can be sickening sometimes.