hes only been gona for 22 hours and 18 minutes, but ive already cried 3 times today
that fucking asshole actually left.
i miss him so much

Hello. How are you?
Have you been alright, through all those lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely nights
That's what I'd say. I'd tell you everything
If you'd pick up that telephone yeah yeah yeah
Hey. How you feelin?
Are you still the same?
Don't you realize the things we did, we did, were all for real, not a dream?
I just can't believe
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tell me that i'm beautiful just the way i am.
i havnt heard it in a year

and im feeling emotionally empty and un attractive right now

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i took choir in 8th grade cause i neede to bring my GPA up.
and i never really thought about acutally singing and liking it.

but thank you mrs. payton.  
cause you changed my life.

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the things i do for you

we drink, but the drunker he gets, the less i drink.
he tells me im beautiful, takes another shot.
he tells me he thinks hes lucky to be with me, takes another shot.
kisses me.
and i let him because it feels good right now.
it feels like he needs me right now.
he wants me right now.
but i know its only for right now, and we wont be talking tomorrow.
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