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ugh....

Aug 06, 2004 21:29

ok....i just got back from cheercamp to find that im getting gradually depressed...or like how i used to be rather.....which ive relized is not really a good thing......but oh well.....maybe im just being a naive stupid ass little kid......but then again maybe not....i am awefully wise to my years....by a lot...i dont even know what im saying..... ( Read more... )

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uh oh! lil_star243 August 8 2004, 16:54:25 UTC

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Re: uh oh! you_dontknow_me August 8 2004, 21:42:00 UTC

oh kk....i luv you so much....of course im willing to be really good friends again......on one condition....that you NEVER right a mushy letter thingy like that again that makes me cry like a little girl...lol......but yeah......i dunno......i guess my suspisions were in vein because adam and i talked about it.....and all is well....or atleast as far as i can tell.....i dunno......our conversation got cut short due to the stupid ass phone curfew......but we have a designated time to talk tommorrow....so yeah......we'll see how that goes....but as far as what actually happened....its just that adam and i are so much alike......and i know what i do (subconsciously) when im not all that happy.....or as happy as i could be....and how he was acting was like with me and poe....i mean exactly.....sooo....i asked him if he loved me as much as he used to....to which he imediately started bawling, and saying how much he was sorry for making me feel that way, and how he never meant to do that, nor did he realize what he was doing was making me ( ... )

Re: uh oh! lil_star243 August 9 2004, 18:02:12 UTC

well...don't mention it and I'm sure I can keep that condition..lol..um anyways ya I'll be willing to talk to you in person one of these days..how bout tomorrow or the day after at the park or something? or a walk to standpipe? We can go when I get off work or when you aren't with adam or what ever works...you and me just need to get away and talk...like we used to...but anyways..I don't think this friday would work..I'm supposed to be going to my aunts to stay the weekend..sorry..anyways I don't think my mom is to thrilled about it anyways...haha..but um...ya..I get off work around 3 and so ya give me a call when you feel like going ok?..but ya..I'm here when ever you need me like always and all...hm..well damn dinner is almost ready and I have lot to do tonight..but I'll call you when I can..hope oyu get this before tomorrow..so ttyl.

Re: uh oh! you_dontknow_me August 9 2004, 22:03:55 UTC

yeah...well about friday, i found that iot wouldnt work for me either....lol....im goin to seattle.....but uh....is your mom that dumb....lol....doesnt she see this trend of me +kk=kk behaving and not rebelling as much and stazia-kk=kk rebelling and not being as happy.....???.....jeez.....hasnt she finaly figured out that im a good kid?.....whatever happened...lol....i mean....i know she never thought TOO highly of me....but still.....and even though the whole dj thing happened.....youd think she'd figure out that with almost a year not talkin...and then wanting to get back together....something might have changed....lol...oh well....yeah......we can go to standpipe tommorrow if you'd like....i'm free tommorrow and the next day.....but yeah....i'll call yeah then....