wow i am tired. i havent updated this in forever cause i never have time. and i dont have anything to write cause nothing is interesting in my life. k well that a lie but still. k so its easter today, i worked. good times but it's ok cause j-hiz came to see me! and bought me a bunny and i heart him forever but we better be careful or EVERYONE and ( Read more... )

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-to try harder
-to lighten up
-to forgive
-and forget
-to show my feelings
-to not hurt the ones i care about as much
-to say what i feel
-to mean what i say
-and say what i mean

im sorry. i truly am. i have finally pushed him over the edge. oh well. i cant do anything about it and i understand that. it just hurts so bad....

i just wanna liveoh man i have so much on mind. and not enough time to write it all. where to begin...hhmm...i got a new job. i have 31hrs this vacation week. thats awesome, more then bigy could ever offer me. or would ever offer me. yay for that. ill be tired but it'll be worth it. last night i went to panera and jb's with kristen, her cousin ( Read more... )

Im at Justins cause I love him forever. he has a gas mask on. his room smells like ketchup. im done now, im going to lay in his bed.

xoxoxo

man im tired. im waiting for eric to get here with some movies. woo hoo good times. i havent updated in awhile, nothing much to really say. lol. theres sooo much stuff happening at my school between people, it kinda sucks and everyone gets so caught up in it, thank goodness i dont have anythinggg to do with it. i just sit there (and listen ( Read more... )

hey. pmoney has inspired me to update cause hes just that amazing, heheh and i realized i had been a long time since i had updated lol. anyways, nothing much has happened since then except one really crazy friday night. i hung out with char, lyssa and maureen and we met up with kids i go to school with but NEVER hang out with. dan was so cocked, he ( Read more... )

sooo its been a good 8 months and i have finally lost the one thing that ive held on to for so long. i have finally lost my temper. ive lost everything else so this might as well take the cake. i cant hold on to anything now can i? ha. wow i have nothing to say excpet i feel really low. theres a surprise.

i havent updated in alittle while. this week has been crazy. my parents left 1am saturday morning so erica came over at 2am and slept over. saturday night i spent at my sisters, that was fun but her old fridge broke and was making funny noises lol. oh well. sunday i hung with justin which was fun cause hellllooo, jmoney is the man. then later ( Read more... )

i love 50 cent. no really. i adore him.

ahh tomorrow is friday. thank goodness. i need the weekend. more then you can imagine. my weekend is pretty packed. woop woop. yeah. i am done.