i'm surpriiiiiiiiiiiiiised that you've never been told before
that you're lovely
and you're perfect
and that somebody wants you!!

i get so angry at both of them and i want to scream and its not fair that im the only one losing a friend out of all of this and i wish they would just see what they're doing to eachother and to theirselves and it makes me so angry that im the one paying for it (well that's ridiculous, im sure they are as well but this doesnt really have to do with ( Read more... )

-do you promise we'll be friends gnome matter what ( Read more... )

so im really surprised that i did that...
i had a glorious christmas and i hope you all did the same.
court on tues... so if im not there fri be sure to check the local cell for me... chilling with my own roberta.

i was like cracking my knuckles during lunch today... i seriously woulda thrown down

the point is...... im reaaaaaally excited and i wonder how shit's gonna go down. cause its looking pretty interesting.

OK so the way it's going down is... Amy's with Joe (aww poor Sharon), Rita's with Jason and I'm with Billy??? Apparently he has feathery blonde hair, is Jason's build and height with no kids and no STDs. And Jason said YES! when we asked if he'd sleep with him so it can't be that bad ( Read more... )

holy shit this is all so fucking surreal. it seems like something id read about its so cliche and trite and i hate it and love it and am not sure what the fuck to do with it. im pretty sure tho that i am a terrible and wonderful person and this is all so fantastically fucked up that something pretty bigs gonna go down. i realized i really dont look ( Read more... )

pretty fucking pissed. i hate how inconsiderate and callous ive become and yea i blame them and yea i blame them for this weekend and i cant believe how anyone could be that rude, especially when someone opens their house to you, and i used to think it was cute and funny that i just bopped on by but now i realize ive just been a selfish bitch. ( Read more... )

fuckity fuck fuck im not sure how to handle this situatiooooooooooon