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[you_turn_me_on]

so i've had so many thoughts lately, i think ill be using this more often. I miss mike alot but i know i need to get over it, but whenever i go with a guy (i've been out with before, not a complete stranger) its like i literally have to force myself to kiss him. I guess anything to ease the pain

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[joeyfreak13]

wow sam, this made me tear up no joke. ive felt that before....and its not fun. i know you are in pain right now but sam...he is the one who is at loss. he made a mistake and he will realize it. he did before. until then...just dont even date. like you said you have to force yourself to kiss someone...thats not right. if you dont feel it dont do it. and its ok to feel like you do now..its expected. but dont let it consume you. youre a great person and great friend. you are almost at the end sam, you have 2 classes and youre almost there. dont give up now. like you said you have so many things to look forward to..dont mess that up because if you do it will truly be hell. and sam even if mike doesnt come back you will find someone. i know its hard because he is your first love..hell i fucked up because i still cared about luis...but i got over it because i knew that that relationship was going nowhere and im so happy. i know you dont want to move on...and this probably isnt helping but im here for you sam. and you know that. i love you