well, this last monday, i did have that sears interview, that wasn't really an interview , mainly because we were on the lobby chairs in the open just reviewing everything she's already told me..........of course, she didnt say if i got the job or not at the time, but toldme to come back this last wednesday with my working permit and routing number ( Read more... )

sometimes i just dont want to fuckin feel anymore. no emotion, no life. sometimes i just want to end everything

well.today has turned from one of my worst days to a pretty good day. this morning began with me waking up at fuckin SIX o clock to finish writing an idiotic ap essay that im just SICK of. i really wish that practice exam couldve been the real thing, it was a breeze and i ended up getting a 5 on it, which is damn good. ANYWAY. i ended up finishing ( Read more... )

it's 12.30 and i'm pretty sure i only got aroudn 3-4 hours sleep. i guess that isn't bad compared to the hardships of others.i've mostly been spending time with my lovely love of my love this week, which makes me happy and horny-as-hell...you couldn't even imagine. this week started off with me friend's sweet sixteen, which i left two hours early ( Read more... )

when im with tom, time passes by so quickly. one minute, it's 10 in the am, the next.. we're waiting for the bus. i feel so right with tom, i'm always so happy to see him and just cuddle into him for hours on end. i know i can bitch about shit sometimes and i can be an asshole, but i dont mean it offensively at all. the last thing i would want to ( Read more... )

i'm in love with a man.

hi.
my name is lauren.
and i love giving head.
and i think i'm damn good at it, too.

today, was such a nice day ( Read more... )

for some reason, goin back to whelan just made me think. made me think about life, how truly happy it can be if you don't go shit down in the dumps about everything else.. seeing those old teachers and all the new fun ones, and then all the little kids just makes me feel like life was worthwhile, it made me so happy for those two hours. i also ( Read more... )

well, i just spent the last two-three hours trying to upload photoshop from my friends comp and it finally worked.. so, since im a moron and i like to sit here and do stupid shit, expect pic uploads from me showin you my shit de boredom-o. i found this site with all these old console games on it too that i used to play when i was a kid, LEMMINGS!! ( Read more... )