one year.
its officially been a year with matt and I. Sunday was amazing. Roses, dinner, movies, beautiful diamond necklace. im so in love with him...
Walking into the locker room and telling amanda.. "i think im starting to like matt.." Later, I asked him who he liked and he told me it was a secret. and for the rest of the week i kept asking, and his response would be.. "today is going to be a good day. just remember that!" It was a tuesday and we both had to stay all day bc he had soccer and I had cheer. So we went to the library to work on our maps.. i was so shy, which was something i have never been with a guy. He brought things out in me that no boy ever had. We spent the whole block talking and laughing. i remember i had butterfly's in my stomach and i couldnt help but smile. [[im sure every girl knows what im talking about]].. but then on thursday i asked him to go to the Winter Concert with me and my friends. So he came but the tickets were sold out. We were standing outside with allison and jackie and he grabbed my hand. Holding somebodys hand had never been such a big deal to me.. but everything was so amazing with him. Friday (december 19, 2003) we were at lunch standing in the quad with everyone. and i walked up and grabbed his hand and he turned around and smiled at me. If anyone knows matt.. you know how cute his smile is. He walked me to the back of the school to get picked up and i gave him a hug goodbye and as i started walking away he told me to wait and i turned around and he did it. "will you go out with me" of course i said yes and gave him a HUGE hug.. Now a year later we are here. And surprisingly he still makes everything amazing. We have never gotten into a fight. i've found something special..
Monday i left for Idywhild to stay with allison and her family.. My sister drove me all the way up there, i love her so much.. but it was something i needed SO bad. al and i just relaxed and went on a hike with her family. The cabin was HUGE and soo awesome. chip mini summer for sure. we had some long deep talks all night. guessing game.. tire swing? ha ha... late night jacuzzi.. BEARS! ha ha. pictures.. TONS lol. chili and fritos... :) i love you allison marie.
Merry Christmas on Saturday. happy birthday jesus!! my sister bought another puppy. and shes adorable! but we are giving her to my grandparents for christmas :)...
keep in mind we were stuck in the freezing cold mountains. with nothing else to do...
trying a new hairstyle. comment if you like.. :)
december 19.
