stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1youcallitwinterJune 12 2012, 13:14:41 UTC
At the end, she begins again.
This is not what I wanted, she thinks.
Outside the window, they stare at her.
x
She almost dies and she almost dies and she almost dies and then she dies and then she lives. Her life, it’s a book in reverse.
This time though, she will live till she dies. And if she doesn’t die, she will live forever. She wants to live.
So she drinks. Caroline stands by, the Salvatores at a distance and she can tell they expect her to stop and throw the blood away. Refuse to be the monsters they think they are.
They knew the Elena Gilbert who still lies at the bottom of the water, floating, floating.
They do not know her.
So she drinks.
This is not what I wanted.
x
The first time she kills, she goes to Stefan.
She thinks she will prove the point, even though she doesn’t know what it is.
He’s silent as she stands in front of him, “you wouldn’t want to be Katherine, Elena. Don’t do this to yourself.”
She laughs then, delightfully, bright, “that’s the problem Stefan. You seem to think there’s an either/or.”
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1fluffyfrolickerJune 12 2012, 16:39:27 UTC
THIS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED.
Your Elena is spectacular, truly. Of course she goes to Stefan when she first kills, to Damon when she first likes it, and to her brother when she hates herself. Your Elena is such a tragic mixture of life and death, a human and a monster, I have no words.
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1youcallitwinterJune 14 2012, 17:13:19 UTC
I AM GLAD YOU ARE BEING NICE TO ME.
lol.
But I would love to see how vampire!Elena relates to everyone around her; for one, I really hope it brings my girls together, because there has been way too much emphasis on the Salvatores in S3 and the heavy-handed treatment of WHO WILL SHE CHOOOOOSE just did not appeal to me. So S4 better move away, or at least have epic scenes with both Salvatores without the annoying 'who does she REALLY love' thing. There are just so many possibilities, GUH.
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1fluffyfrolickerJune 15 2012, 01:33:33 UTC
HOW COULD I NOT BE NICE? youcallitwinter!Elena is one of my most favorite Elenas. (Goes somewhere on the top of the list, along with ponytail!Elena).
So yes, definitely interested in seeing OT3 moments, but seriously, show, give us Elena/Bonnie/Caroline scenes. I will never stop loving them. The groups hugs and sleepovers and everything, show, GIVE ME ALL OF IT, I can take it.
Also, while they have their epic scenes, if they could spend them not talking about the Salvatores, that might also be fun for a change :D
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1youcallitwinterJune 15 2012, 21:03:24 UTC
YOU ARE GIVING ME A SWOLLEN HEAD AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT'S YOUR FAULT THAT NONE OF MY HATS FIT.
<3
I want to see the girls having the best conversations, and if they HAVE TO BE about the Salvatores then let them at least be about Damon the Vampire Gigolo, heh. They really haven't interacted much, and I want them to. The guy!stuff is interesting, but I need them to be giggly teenage girls sometimes, just saying.
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1fluffyfrolickerJune 15 2012, 23:52:59 UTC
YES YES. Like "that dark blue shirt looks good on him" and "I heard him yesterday with Rebekah, boy were they getting it on" while Elena tries to pretend it's all alright, because, she hearts Stefan, remember and they should eat ice cream and watch Buffy a lot and spend their time discussing how Damon's hair was a lot nicer when they first met him :D
IF YOU HAD TWO HEADS I'D STILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THE OTHER ONE SWOLLEN TOO.
(but what I probably meant with that sentence was: <3)
Re: stay a while, and maybe then you'll see | elena | 1/1youcallitwinterJune 15 2012, 21:06:51 UTC
I AM AFRAID THAT IF I STOP WRITING, I'LL...STOP WRITING. I am horrifically lazy that way.
WELL THEN STOP BEING CUTE OKAY.
And believe me, once you've been 'cute' all your life and people pull your cheeks and lift you up, when you're twenty, and treat you as a universal younger sister, then it is very much NOT FUN. My parents call me argumentative all the time, lol, they think I never listen to them and just shoot off first.
YOU CAN BE HOT. THAT'S A NICE GROWN-UP THING. Heh.
At the end, she begins again.
This is not what I wanted, she thinks.
Outside the window, they stare at her.
x
She almost dies and she almost dies and she almost dies and then she dies and then she lives. Her life, it’s a book in reverse.
This time though, she will live till she dies. And if she doesn’t die, she will live forever. She wants to live.
So she drinks. Caroline stands by, the Salvatores at a distance and she can tell they expect her to stop and throw the blood away. Refuse to be the monsters they think they are.
They knew the Elena Gilbert who still lies at the bottom of the water, floating, floating.
They do not know her.
So she drinks.
This is not what I wanted.
x
The first time she kills, she goes to Stefan.
She thinks she will prove the point, even though she doesn’t know what it is.
He’s silent as she stands in front of him, “you wouldn’t want to be Katherine, Elena. Don’t do this to yourself.”
She laughs then, delightfully, bright, “that’s the problem Stefan. You seem to think there’s an either/or.”
She’s both. She is Katherine, she ( ... )
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Your Elena is spectacular, truly. Of course she goes to Stefan when she first kills, to Damon when she first likes it, and to her brother when she hates herself. Your Elena is such a tragic mixture of life and death, a human and a monster, I have no words.
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lol.
But I would love to see how vampire!Elena relates to everyone around her; for one, I really hope it brings my girls together, because there has been way too much emphasis on the Salvatores in S3 and the heavy-handed treatment of WHO WILL SHE CHOOOOOSE just did not appeal to me. So S4 better move away, or at least have epic scenes with both Salvatores without the annoying 'who does she REALLY love' thing. There are just so many possibilities, GUH.
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So yes, definitely interested in seeing OT3 moments, but seriously, show, give us Elena/Bonnie/Caroline scenes. I will never stop loving them. The groups hugs and sleepovers and everything, show, GIVE ME ALL OF IT, I can take it.
Also, while they have their epic scenes, if they could spend them not talking about the Salvatores, that might also be fun for a change :D
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<3
I want to see the girls having the best conversations, and if they HAVE TO BE about the Salvatores then let them at least be about Damon the Vampire Gigolo, heh. They really haven't interacted much, and I want them to. The guy!stuff is interesting, but I need them to be giggly teenage girls sometimes, just saying.
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IF YOU HAD TWO HEADS I'D STILL TRY MY BEST TO MAKE THE OTHER ONE SWOLLEN TOO.
(but what I probably meant with that sentence was: <3)
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It's amazing, obviously. LOVE TEH STRUCTURE!
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THANK YOU, STRUCTURE IS MY OTP <3
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YOU ARE TOO CUTE FOR CALLING ME CUTE ALL THE TIME.
Nobody calls me cute. Though sometimes people call me argumentative.
Keep on saying it and I will start believing it... which I guess would be terrible haha!
I CAN TELL <3
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WELL THEN STOP BEING CUTE OKAY.
And believe me, once you've been 'cute' all your life and people pull your cheeks and lift you up, when you're twenty, and treat you as a universal younger sister, then it is very much NOT FUN. My parents call me argumentative all the time, lol, they think I never listen to them and just shoot off first.
YOU CAN BE HOT. THAT'S A NICE GROWN-UP THING. Heh.
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