Spoke too soon...

[youcantseeme24]

You see a lot of those journal entries where all they do is make a big list of all these things they love or whatever, and I think that's really cool, but tonight, I'm not feeling that. Tonight, I'm taking that idea and adapting it to fit my mood, and frankly, being someone who's normally pretty upbeat, I feel like letting loose some built up hurt

Comments

[sic_pezell_sic]

i love you spencer

[glaive_92]

...try turning 20 and realizing that ever since youve dropped out of high school that the noly things youve accomplished is making false friends, becoming an alcoholic, and wasting 2 years of your life...

...at least youre working and going to school..yeah you might not want to go out and do those things....but i think ive figured life out...its not about how many things you accomplish before you die....or living life one day at a time...or even thinking about the future...its about preoccupying yourself with as amny things as possible until one day it hits you and you say to yourself..."Alright, its my turn to die..."...and sex...thats good too...

...and ill tell you flat out...I put myself before you...I put myself before everyone...thats my frame of mind...but you should know that friends come second...

...i care about your well being spencer...

[dramaqueenusagi]

dude, Eugene. You're the best flippin brother anyone could ever have! Going to school with yu has been a blast. I mean this with all honesty, without you there, I would probably be bored out of my mind. I love you so much! Keep it real.

-Chip

[superdavidman86]

Don't listen to Kal, Putting yourself before everyone is a horrible state of mind (Not that he's telling you to do it his way). Don't feel bad when your let down Spencer, just let things go the way they go. Remember Spencer, if you need someone Im only a call away, and I do love you. Pftt.. Speech impediment, I didn't see that stop you on stage today. Just give God control of your life, let that little guy inside of you called the holy spirit control things, if you live your life godly then you have nothing to worry about. Don't be sad buddy just remember that your getting closer and closer to the glorrious day when none of this crap will matter anyway.

-Love, David