Comments | youcouldloveher: Hi, my name is Elana...who the fuck am I?

youcouldloveher

Hi, my name is Elana...who the fuck am I?

Mar 22, 2007 21:24

I am not happy, for the first time in a long time. I now know what it feels like to have no optimism left; to be waiting for the next bad thing to happen. My sadness is then multiplied because I feel this way; it's not like me to be upset. I'm generally a very upbeat, happy, and optimistic person. So when I get this way I not only lose faith in ( Read more... )

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dryadinthewood March 23 2007, 02:17:20 UTC

ya know, we haven't hung out in almost a year. i think a little hang out time is order. call me next time you're home, and we'll do something fun =)

youcouldloveher March 29 2007, 18:45:35 UTC

I'll be home for a week as of tonight! We should figure something out.

Darling!!! geegeegeek March 23 2007, 04:08:57 UTC

I wanted to hang out with you tonight, but you said you were busy! And the entire night I was meandering around random places, usually by myself, occasionally chatting with people here and there, not really doing anything.

I thought you sounded sad on the phone, but I didn't want to pry.

You know that if you ever need to talk, I am here, and I have a ton of experience in this area. Depression comes in handy that way sometimes... Plus, I miss you a LOT, but I'm just beginning work on my moderation, and I'm running around like crazy trying to get it all in gear.

Do I get to see you tomorrow?