pointless

[youdeservedeath]

sometimes i just think about it and i think i've realized that my life is absolutely pointless. i mean, in the end i will be dead. i just don't think i can amount to anything that will matter. i can't see myself dying and everybody being like, oh what a loss. i just see everyone being like, oh he died already, oh well, lets move on. i don't

Comments

[deadharvest]

I share your cynicism on many points. When you boil everything down, it's so trivial and useless, unless you subscribe to some farfetched theological doctrine that ultimately provides no real fulfillment. With that in mind, I'll say that you have to just use your time wisely and try to have fun along the way. If life is superficial and pointless, at least try to be content and bring contentment to others. My endorsement of universal hedonism is over. Take it easy man.

boink

[_notwhatiseem_]

hey alex! it's caitlin....i'm gonna add you to my journal friends list, cause i wanna feel cool and have more than like 5 ppl on it :P

and lots of things are pointless...but for some reason we do them anyways....and keep doing them too...oh well

alex you are the man

[anonymous]

Alex it Lindsay... I'm sitting here bored at work, and i saw your name on my buddy list and i started to wonder how u were doing. I find right now that I actually miss you alot. I could always count on you to call me or Jenny a whore or something when i needed a good laugh. Your journal cracks me up. dont kill anyone. things arent better on the inside. I hope your summer is going well. I hope things with Abby are going well. Ill see you in August. Mwa.

[_capriccia_]

yeah youre right about chatham. but i miss the fudge so much. and some of the fellow employees (you included of course) and the fudge and the truffles and did i mention the fudge. you're lucky.. candy is always better than a desk job shuffling papers, except if youre diabetic. hm.