You're a hard one...

[youfrustrateme]

My guilt has been more than sufficient, especially since I'm not sure I did anything wrong. Damned if I do, damned if I don't... There is no point to keeping him at arm's length anymore, except for this exasperating notion I have that if I keep doing what I'm supposed to do, I'll be forgiven. Or maybe I should blame him in the first place, for all

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[anonymous]

There was a relationship I once had that was very draining as well. A ton of back and forth "I want to be with you, and I don't want to be with you." In the end, it will be best if you two don't communicate for awhile. The constant communication only makes things worse and you both don't get a chance to heal. Im not even friends anymore with my ex for that reason. If you want to be friends down the road, you must have a break from eachother now.

Courage is the power to let go of the familiar.
-- Raymond Lindquist