I didn't take charge of my life like I wanted to this summer. Unfortunately, I think it had something to do with returning to that same suffocating environment that I have grown up with all my life. Now I'm in my own apartment, on my own two feet. In theory, I should be loving every second of it. Isn't this what I've wanted all along? I'm not, ( Read more... )

So I completely suck at keeping a journal. Ah, once... (uh Marcy).. once upon a time I had the opportunity to sit down in the evenings (or anytime, really) and write about my life. I used to review the hilarious and tragic and pointless times and workings of my life shortly after the actual events. Maybe just for posterity, so I could re-read and ( Read more... )

I'm reading Chuck Palahnuik's Haunted. It's the only book that's ever given me multiple nightmares, yet I still keep reading it. I'm stubborn like that. Tommy read to me while we were up at Amanda's and it made me gargantuously happy. I *heart* him when he does things like that. I do NOT, however, enjoy being turned upside down and shaken wildly in ( Read more... )

Playing with layouts and such. Just realized the time. Why do I waste my life doing things like this?

Love: slumber parties at Miles' new apartment. Hate: Steve going to first shift (6am) and being asleep for the night when I get off work at 9.

When my family and I went to Disney World, I was in the sixth grade. I was turning 12 while we were down there, and we went to the Crystal Palace for my birthday dinner. My parents told the waitress it was my birthday (so I would get a free cupcake?)... but then they said I was turning 11. So that they could save money- on my birthday dinner- by ( Read more... )

I have this unsettling feeling that I am about to do the one of the most magnificently fucked up things that I have ever done. More later, maybe ( Read more... )

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Party at Xtopher's last night. Despite our original misgivings about the aforementioned "dance" aspect of the party, we were pleasantly surprised by some decent music, disco lights, and lots of space to just go crazy. Ten good things about last night ( Read more... )

I have work tonight, but I don't mind. I had a couple days off this week, during which I was deliciously lazy. That's what summer's all about, isn't it? I absolutely adored spending time with Heather and Jayme and the French seniors. Heather and I met halfway between our houses, reminiscent of the days of yore. Then we went on an expedition for ( Read more... )

I really ought to just GO outside and enjoy this beautiful weather. It rained nonstop for like a week or two, but now that it's finally sunny I don't know what to do with myself. This day's practically grinning at me through the windows and I'm kind of ignoring it. I'm choosing to bury myself in books or get online rather than be normal and take ( Read more... )