this is my bootleg version of shani's entry, kelly style. ?

[yougaveuponme]

january.

• ashley and i were unseperable or whatever that word is.
• i still liked micke. alot.
• micke and i were going out.

february.

• if tony's birthday is in february, then i met jacob this month.
• stopped liking micke. broke up with him, yet again.

march.

• a whole lot of nothing.

april.

• i started hanging out with ally s.

may.

• i started hanging out with ally alot more than ashley.
• i met kevin.
• jacob and i started going out.
• jacob broke up with me.

june.

• i peirced my lip, let it close, did it again and managed to hide it from my mom for a month. a bandaid was how i did it. "the cat scratched me.."
• my mom found out about the lipring and went ballistic, drove home from work that instant, there was crying and screaming at the top of our lungs, literally. my head was spinning. my own fucking mother slapped me. what a bitch. ran to drew's house to cry in kevin's arms. what a memorable day.
• kevin and i started going out.
• school ended.
• i was always hanging out with ally s and kevin.
• i cheated on kevin.
• bla bla drama with kevin. it goes on and on. too much to list.
• spent the night in a fucking bus with kevin and colin.
• got caught in the same bus, which was in a church parking lot. the church that i go to. with heidi, colin, and kevin. wanna know how they knew we were in there? heidi's smart ass turned the headlights on.
• kevin and i broke up. for good.

july.

• july 1, or june 30, one of those i got shipped off to hell with my sister and her boyfriend.. [taiwan.] i cried on the way to the airport, and threatened my mom that i would go up to a police officer and tell them i saw a terrorist if she didn't take me home. she just started yelling.
• i spent the entire month at my dad's, which is on the other side of the world, literally.
• i still liked kevin.
• ally and i stopped talking.
• i started talking to justin cooper alot, who knows why.
• i found out that there was sex going on while i slept. in the bed next to me. grosse.
• i got my hair chemically straightened.
• i was nocternal for about a week, then got yelled at and stopped.
• i got a lecture not shitting everday. literally, no joke.
• my lip peircing closed.

august.

• after spending a month in taiwan, i was forced to go to japan for about a week.
• finally came to home, sweet home. CALIFORNIA, I LOVE YOU.
• tried weed for the first time.
• kevin and i got in a fight and stopped talking.
• started hanging out with maren alot.
• met lora catherine hill and i have spent every weekend since that night with her.
• went through a few boys. quite a few.
• still wasn't over kevin.

september.

• school started back up.
• i finally fucking turned 13. wow, i'm such a little kid...
• i met preston.
• started to forget kevin existed. finally. they were the best days of my life.

october.

• i peirced my lip again.
• ended up at mikey canzoneri's halloween party? ahaha i was his first kiss! hilarious, i tell you. hilarious.
• lora LIKED MIKEY CANZONERI! bahahahhaha. funny stuff. oh, the memories.
• whenever my mom caught me wearing my lipring, she threw it out the car window. once i even got a lecture about catching aids.
• was it october that i got bitchslapped at paseo? well some skinhead mexican bitch fucking slaps me and i end up crying for the rest of the night in charlie[?]'s arms. why charlie? i have absolutely no idea. preston wasn't ther. hah.
• ruined whatever i had with preston. he got a girlfriend. i bitched about it. it didn't help.

november.

• sal came home for thanksgiving. family stuff.
• my lip peircing closed. again. damn.
• i changed all my classes to ap prep and honors.
• i started to actually care about my grades, and tried to take school seriously.
• i decide to hate maren.

december.

• it finally occurred to me that the year was ending. 2004 was almost over.
• kevin fucking romero starts talking to me again. it's a good thing.
• i meet jonathan farrar.
• lora and i get in a big fight over mr. farrar.
• i leave lora stranded at paseo, and she takes a cab home. what can i say, i'm a bitch.
• i decide to stop hating maren.
• get high with jonathan's brother and his friends, do some pretty dumb shit that night. i think jon's bro still hates me for it.
• went to a show with jonathan, lora, the boys of mss - greg + josh, and of course alex uhl.
• hung out with preston for a few days straight, which was fun.
• alex uhl lets his inner asshole out and i have no decided that i fucking hate him.
• realize i still like preston.
• my mom catches me ditching school, and decides to blame it on lora. lora cries. she thinks my mom still hates her. she probably does, but can anyone name one person that my mom does NOT hate? no. exactly. she's a bitch, so let's all face it. incredibly judgemental, etc. let's just not get me started on that.
• new years eve is spent at ryan swender's house. don't ask why, because i have absolutely no idea what the answer is.

shani's post was better. enough said? i guess not..: whenever someone asks how my 2004 was, my answer is always something along the lines, "i loved it. full of memories, etc. it was great. i'll remember every bit of it." and i have just now realized how fucking boring my life was before i went to taiwan. it's like realizing what a loser i actually am, helped my social life out. whatever. i'm confusing myself again. it's fucking 630 in the am. what the fuck am i still awake for? it's cold. i'm going to sleep.