So, i broke up with carey. i didn't want to, but i guess its for the best. i still heart him

Today was a really good day. but now i feel like shit. Carey's been acting so weird lately. And it makes me want to punch him. Because I really love him.. but I don't think he feels the same way. And it's really getting me down. And I feel like I'm getting all these bad ways, and that we are going to break up soon. But I really don't want to. I ( Read more... )

Today was.. the first day of school. and it sucked. this is my day ( Read more... )

ah somebody.. kill me

Today sean called me at like 7 and told me him and carey were coming over now. They lied ( Read more... )

I sweat when i cry. haha jenna. I love you. you are my family guy partner

If me and carey are back together.. why do i still feel like shit?

I feel like theres so much to say, so much that i cant even start saying any of it. Its so weird. I want to be able to express everything im feeling and thinking but i just cant get past the sitting. All im doing is sitting. I'm not smiling, or laughing, or talking, and im not even crying. I just feel like a robot or something ( Read more... )

Another day has almost come and gone ( Read more... )

So I just got back from a therapist appt. Looks like I'm going to start taking a new medicine soon. This is supposed to help me concentrate better in school or something. Who needs school. I'll probably die from shivering so much that my heart will shrivel up and die. haha Kristina I love you ( Read more... )