Guh.

[youkai_requiem]

Guh.

I've cried myself to sleep more this month than ever before.

It's the stupid being in love thing. I get jealous and possesive.

And worried. So damn worried.

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[madrigalshade]

Want to talk about it? I know what you're going through, or at least I think I do. I can give you advice or just listen. <3

[youkai_requiem]

Eeeeh.

It's just that I'm not sure James is making the best chocies atm.

I know he's in college, but when I get bored, I sit around and worry.

There was a huge party at his school on Saturday, his roomate got laid, a few of his friends got laid, a few friends got totally smashed, and one came back from Western Michigan 'totally fucked up'. And he's going to a Western party next weekend. I kinda wanted to hit him.

Guh.

[madrigalshade]

I know how you feel, this kind of thing happened to me, sort of, with Keith. I have two pieces of advice

[youkai_requiem]

Well, we talked.

He's decided on not going, or if he goes he's going with a group of friends. I'm totally chill with that, so... Disaster averted?

The distance is really starting to get to me. 1500+ miles is not fun.

[phoe_chan]

I can understand completely...

I get worried too, about the smallest things, when I really shouldn't be, when I know that he wouldn't do anything like that.

If you ever need someone to talk to, just email or message me, ok?
-Phoenix

[youkai_requiem]

Thank you darling :D

Btw, when are you at BCC?