im seriously fed up with people pretending all the time. if you dont like me, or want to stop trying to be nice so my feeling dont get hurt, just tell me. if i dont care anymore y should u ( Read more... )

I just dont care anymore. For once im going to care about myself. well try to atleast.

I guess staying up until 5am to study really pays off. 92% YAY! Ronnie took me to the movies yesterday. it was really nice. i was nervous to be around him. its hard to be with someone for so long, see hundreds of movies together and then seeing a movie when your not together. its weird. even tho he was being a pervert, i liked it. LOL. i cleaned my ( Read more... )

Well me and ronnie had a nice DIRTY convo. LOL ( Read more... )

on sunday i found out that my X got so drunk,(with all the regects from Gas City), that he couldnt remember what he did. a kid gave him a condom to have sex with his 31year old boss Nicole who has slept with 40 guys. he said that he had the chance b/c she was flirting with him all nite. this whole time ive told him that she wanted to get with and ( Read more... )

Haley left this morning, which i was not happy about. after she left i went lookng for a job again. fell asleep for 3 hours. went to kara's in Alsip, at 530 then went to a purse party at her friends out at 630. it was sooo boring, after an hour we went back to her house and literally sat there until i left at 11. i got home at 1150, went to bed. I ( Read more... )

Ronnie came over and went swimming with me and Haley. It was reallly cool. I would find a reason to touch him and he did the same. Whenever i looked into his eyes, i melted. BEST DAY EVER!!!!

I woke up at 3 this morning. I went job hunting from noon to 230, i think. i had to call ronnie to find out my boss's lastname so i could fill out an application. that sucked b/c he gave me attitude as usual. it took me an hour to fill out a blockbuster application. ronnie and i talked for awhile online until he got off to take a nap b4 band ( Read more... )

well lets see..... Let me start where everything went wrong. I left for vacation on May 26 came home June 6 or something like that. My boyfriend of basically 4 years breaks up with me, a week after i got home from vacation, b/c i dont have a job. "Bullshit" everyone says "its an excuse."