will do! i guess being 29 i've felt it's been a long time coming. like i've been anxiously waiting to be at this cusp having mixed feelings about it, but now that i'm here it ain't so bad.
Funny, because I was writing the rough draft version of what will be my next lj entry and I found myself thinking about planning in terms of years. I have a lot of trouble doing that. I don't have enough faith in things to plan so far ahead of time. Knowing what you want to do is great though. You can accomplish a step within a day or within weeks, another step within months and many steps within years. Of course all of this ends up revolving around goddamn money at the end of the day. Oh man..I fucking hate money.
totally, money is the worst. i've thought a lot of the cycle of needing money to do what i love which means feeding this horrible machine by working. but the way with the least amount of struggle is working rather than taking the gutter punk route. though there are more variables involved when it comes to lifestyle choices. planning in years is tough, and i will admit scary. because sometimes i jump from 3 years ahead to 30 and wonder where will i be? or how bored will i be? will everyone i care about be gone by that point, and there i am left with only myself. good or bad, i don't know. scary yes.
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want to grow older/get older together.
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