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[youlikethis]

a week ago today my mom me and my sister rushed to my aunts house at 10:30, only to realize that my last image of her would be on a stretcher in a green bag. it's burned into my mind, and it's all i can think about... still. i hate the image in my head... with the stairs

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[bite_your_lips]

stay strong.
this is a time to believe and know shes in a better place.

u know the number.

[mystic_smile]

You shouldn't have to worry about anyone or anything right now except how to deal with this. No one can even try to imagine how you feel. Of course we're all here for you but that's not what you want, you just want to see your aunt again and tell her everything will be okay and to hold on. Even though she might not be here in body, her spirit will live on forever.

I watched the movie "What Dreams May Come" last night and i never even heard of it before but i think this movie would be perfect for you right now. You could definitely relate to it. SO whenever you have time you should watch it sometime. It's really an inspiring movie...

<3

[youlikethis]

i own the movie... but i never thought that my life would turn out to relate to something like that. it's horrifying to think of my aunt... in a place like that. but i know that god has shown mecy on her and he also knows how much she gave up to take care of 4 boys and a dying man. she devoted her life to her family until it took her life. therefor i know that she's with god. no matter what... i know it.
this whole incident has also made me... more... christian can i say? it's hard when there's a death in the family and you have no higher power to turn to, so i started to think differently.